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Hey.
Havent updated in a while.
Im like the maid now at home.
It reallyyyyyy sucks.
I have no time to do homework, and now i have time but no mood PLUS i want to use the com, heh.
Im thinking of switching to lj.... hmmmmm

Monday
I had drama & I am Assist. Stage Manager! :D
Yay.
But its like hard cos you have to go for EVERYTHING, rehearsals, buying of costumes/props etc.
Hahahaha cooooool!

Thursday
I went home alone. I need alone time, haha.
I asked syirah if she could go home with me, cos a part of me didnt wanna be alone cos its like pathetic but then i wanna be alone too yknw!? HAHAHAH crap sey.
She had sth, so I went home aloneeeee.
Ate, did laundry, sweep, vacuum, dishes...
SEE LA - IM TH MAID.
Tiring.

Friday
Drama - focused on costumes and etc today.
Its so difficult! Sigh.
Meet the parents session after school.
The most boring thing. Luckily kimbo was there to talk to me.
HAHA and Wei Sze's face is so damn funny.

Saturday ; Today
Stayed at home ALL DAY.
I didnt even go out of the house.
Did house work, feed my sister... more housework
nap
wake up.
coffee for dad
food for sister
tadaaaaaa im here.

Hello baby.
A few random things.

I think im damn stupid. Cos i wanted to be normal.
So i didnt take hmt in pri 4
I didnt get braces when i needed em
I didnt take drama elective
I didnt go for nyaa
I REGRET.
Shit, i really regret.
I regret flunking my interviews on purpose. I dont even know why i did that!
I could have gotten so many awards and stuff.
SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT.

I hate people who have different sides to them.
(which sadly, is alot of people)
*EG, sharifah DOES NOT have different sides.
She's her same bubbly self to everyone she knows.
*EG, my brother.
When with his friends, he's a total mat.
With me, he's nice and sweet :D
I have some friends that are also like that. I dont really like it.
hmmmm.

My maid went home cos her husband was sick
and yesterday he passed away.
Now we all have to do chores and stuff.
(and by we i mean ME)
Im dyingggggggggggg.
I have no time to study! Serious.
I always say 'im bored' but actually im lazy to do housework.
I feel like a maid.
I want to feel like a teenager.
I want to go out and have fun, not stay home to babysit my sister and do laundry and clean dishes and sweep and vacuum while everyone else is out.
)))))))))):

I think Farahin is damnnnnnnn gorgeous. HAHAHA.
Random but yea.
Like really.
Even my brother says so.
:D

Somehow troy bolton reminds me of haziq.
hahahahhaha!
weird but true.
ymc haziq.
i think its the personality.

I finished my eng CA!
Finalllyyyyyyyyyy.
I LOVE INSYIRAH for helping me print.
& i think she's sucha good friend/gf.
better appreciate it L&F.

I hope i did well in my amath test.
HOPE HOPE HOPE.

Im updating my ipod!
Himym rocks. Like seriously. Hahaha
And so does gary unmarried!
And OMG HAVE YOU ALL WATCHED SLUMDOG MILLIONARE!?
its like so sad and so nice.
uhhh, i've blogged about this movie before.
ahahaha
and oh yaaaaaaa, you should watch the 40 greatest pranks.
hahahaha its damn funny!
Im putting it in my ipod, u can ask me if u wanna watch it.
its really funny.
:D

I love grace!
& im starting to like her bangsxzxz
hahaha but i think she thinks i dont like it.

someone doesnt like me
in fact, i think its hate :O
but! shes good friends with all my best friends.
so irritating.
gahhhhh.


KK BYE!

Day 3
The best day everrrrr.
Firstly we had to play a game. Kind of ar.
We had to build a raft.
Our watch was the only one that passed!!!!!
So we got to go to the quarry. Which only consists of rainwater.
SO OMG, cleannnnn.
Jumped in and "bathed" there. Played games too.
It was so so so fun.
Dried off then trekked to Camp ONE!
Grace & I navigated.
Not bad uh, we made it without getting lost.
Seeee, thats how good i am.
We were so happy that we had clean toilets. Hahahahaha.
Seriously.
Talked to maryanne alot.
She taught me loads of stuff. hahaha
Shared stories.
BONDING TIME! <3>Day 4
Today was mainly about height elements.
OMGOSH YOU KNOW IM LIKE SOOOOOOO SCARED OF HEIGHTS
THEN I PANDAI2 DO THE HARDEST ONE.
FCK AH.
I didnt make it to the top.
But i made it halfway!
Which is moreeeee than what i dared to do man.
Seriously.
I cried like shit cos i was damnnnnnnnnnn scared.
Ugliest side of me.
.
.
.
.
Trekked back to Camp2!
MET INSYIRAH.
YAYYYY i missed her so much
but she cried, then i cried (abit).
then had the 200 second race!
(apparently the first one, like only 2009 have)
so cool!
but so difficult.
hahahahaha.
awesome.
we did well.
:D
GO NILA UTAMA!
Slept together in sleeping bags.
NO TENTS!
YAY

Day 5
We had the morning circle
then Hyzue was like tugging at everyone's heart strings
talking about parents and stuff.
Poor Soo Min. Seriously.
I cant imagine what she's going through.
Went home!
I was wearing my Barcelona shirt
I GOT SO MANY REACTIONS AND COMMENTS
hahahaha so funny.
I will tell you when you meet me.
Too many to type.
Went to macdonals with like half the class?
Less la.
Talked about so many crap stuffsssss.
Hhahahha
Learnt loads of secrets
I GOT LOVE LETTERS! hehehehehhhhh Insyirah i know you jealous. I bring to school la k?

This is what bonds us. Time, secrets...
YAY I LOVE LOVE 3E8!
We are superrrr bonded mannn.
:D

Omg OBS is like the best experience ever.
:D

Day1
Everyone was so excited cos our seniors said it was awesome and stuff....
Got our group - Nila Utama!
Sat down and surrendered our valuables ):
We wanted to hide them, but figured it will be a better experience w/o it.
Folded the tent stuff.
Ate, then went to play a few games.
The trust game sucked. I dont trust people easily. Yea.
Then skipping. It was sooooo frustrating cos we took so long to do it!
Eventually after 45 minutes -.-, everyone did 10skips in a rowwwwwww.
Cool!
Set up the tents, then ate.
Grace & I had to wash the pots and pans cos no one else was helping out.
So yeah, we were like pissed.
Packed then bathed. Dirty toilets, cold water, giant spider. Eeeeew.
Had a fire drill, walked with izzah.
Hahaha! I told her about the izzah haziq izzah haziq thing.
It took me 3 years to remember that my cousin's name is haziq.
HAHAHAHA.
Went to sleep, and it was so uncomfortable and dirty and dark.
Im such a spoiled brat.
:P



Day2
THE WORST DAY EVERRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Seniors said we would like it by day 2 but we dont!!!
Woke up like super early, unpitched tent then bathed.
Morning jog and saw the sunrise!! Cool right!
Went through some jungle thing, then played games with the other half of the class - Raliegh.
VERY VERY FRUSTRATING MY GOSH.
Tested my patience alotttttt.
Im like super impatient la.
Learnt how to kayak.
Capsized & the rescue mission! So cool!
By then everyone was excited to kayak already.
Lunch. Grace & her wild boar. HA HA HA.
After lunch, we all left to kayak to our next campsite which was 4 to 5 KM away!!!!!
We took like 3 hours or sth!
Kept almost-hitting-the-kelong/ "we are from british"/ "faded pictures on the waaaaaall"
It was like, cool to be independent and kayak ourselves but veh veh tiring.
Partnered with Grace btw.
My arms hurt alot!!!
FINALLY, we reached our campsite - KK.
Set up tents, in the dark! Damn frustrating cos we cant even do it in light HELLO.
No appetite.
I criedddddddd cos i was so tired, then everyone thought i was homesick.
And it made me feel homesick. ):
From the journal, "I want junk food and gassy drinks and my phone dammit. I miss Insyirah. Havent heard her voice in a long timeeeee. At least she's in Camp1 with Li. 3 more days to home"




I LOOK UNGLAM; DONT COMMENT.
HA HA HA.

Okok. Im fine now.
Ha ha.

Today was so funnnnn.
and tiring.
CCA PROMO!
I wanted to wear the corset dress but Ange found more then all the sec two's wanted to use la. Like, nak show off or whateverrrr. So Anu took mine! Omg everyone wanted to die. Heh jk.

I wore the purple transparent skirt with tights and a pink gypsy-like top. Off shoulder.
I looked so hot la!
HAHAHA.
jokingggggggg

Met Maryanne. Then nicole. Then went to the netballers and helped them take photos! Then i wanted to find Melissa.... uh, she was at the void deck with the npcc people. And she suddenly screamed
"AMEERA! COME, WE HAVE ONE MORE PLACE. JUST FOLLOW AND MARCH" hahaha. so we were in npcc for awhile.
permission to blink ma'm! hahahahaha diyanah was like a dumb blonde. so funny.

met suhaila and chatted. ok wait more like bitched. ahaha.

walked aroundddd. took photos. lots and lots of photos. you people better upload em.

performance. i took photos with marissa's dslr! weeee. and nicole took many photos of me. omg! so unglam. hahaha.

went home.

kdahbye
i have to go... pack?
obs.
bleh.

This has been a rough week.
Mostly an emo week.
Especially with what happened today.
I feel like breaking down.
Gosh.

Yesterday I literally broke down in class. And i dont really know why... I think its stress ah.
Heh, but i realised alot of things.

I dont really have, um, best friends?
I have good friends.
Heh. Dah kena downgraded.
Idk ah.
I mean, FRIENDS go through ups and downs together.
Then why am i going through your 'downs' and you leave me when you're happy.

On thursday i found out that ____________________________________. Like wtf. It really demoralised me. Sighs. I took my book and started writing. About everything.

"I twisted my leg, and she laughed. I cant believe she laughed. My leg really hurts. I cant walk properly. It hurts the most when im praying. I still cant believe she laughed. Wait, they all did. Wtf, they all laughed at me ): Maryanne offered to ice my leg. She's even 'giving' me a dress. Idk for real or not, but yay.

I feel so fking stupid for even auditioning for drama syf. Not like im gonna get it. I dont get anything. Im such an unlucky person. Swear to god.

And im not gonna be president either. Cos lil miss perfect laura will get it. I mean, every teacher loves her. And shes pretty and smart. What does she do wrong. Ya im quite jealous. Shut up. And now "only sec4s" can do stuff for the drama club. Like sec1 auditions or emcees. Oh waitttt, laura got to do that, didnt she? Everyone says "your time will come next year". And when next year comes, ill be sec4, and oh! its your o' level year, so let the sec3s do it. HOW MUCH DO YOU WANT TO BET.

And im not prepared for tmr's test. Im gonna flunk it. Im gonna disappoint my parents. Yet again. And suganthi and grace will say "its so easy". And ill fail it or sth. Wooo~ i have awesome friends."

k then this part a tear came out. hahahhaha
wah shit my life so drama.
i was counting on myself to type a happy post.
then today, casting.
i didnt get anything
as i expected.
and i was okay with it, until sharon talked to me
it made me realise and think that i really do suck at acting.
this is supposed to be MY syf year, that i get to participate fully in.
how am i gonna do that now.
i want to be stage manager
but mr matt wants raj to be.
(its so obvious mr matt doesnt like me. sighs)
okay so i wanna be assistant stage manager
but anusha's gonna get it.
bleh.
or maybe its good that im not involved.
then i can be a full time fat geek without a life.
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i wanted to talk to someone.
but yknow, everyone's so busy with their own things.
i havent talked to farah natalya for awhile.
since she never replied me on whether we were meeting to go parkway.
i read her blog, she went to haziq's.
heh. whatever ah.

and! this was the week everyone found out about me.
i felt so sad. and exposed.

im dying inside.

obs please come quick.
i want to get away.
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
please.

dont ask me "are you okay?" cos the answer is here,
im not.

oh and at macs,me and aimee talked alot la.
i was telling her bad things abt ________. cause its like bugging me.
and dont tell anyone aimee. okay
cause it will spread and when things spread,it becomes rumours cause when people exchange stories,the facts sorta change. so yah. i dont want that to happen.
iloveaimee(: ilyt! hahaha
and dont feel so bad about the taking adv thing. cause u wasnt. i was ikhlas(?) i guess. cause i dont remember being angry at u or anyth for taking adv of me. so like u wasnt. cause if u were,i would've rmbred.
-Insyirah

OMG YA yknwwwwwwww. last yr. the money thing. then insyirah like blanje-d me everyth for a few months. and she didnt feel it?! i thought i was taking advantage of her. guilty la. thanks babe.

SS was next, which was really boring cos' Mr Low's a story-telling teacher.
With the spirit of a ghost haunting someone who killed him.
He says he's related to Mr. HARRY Lee Kuan Yew
(ZOMG, I just found out that his Christian name was HARRY!!).
Reminds me a lot of Harry Potter. I turned to Su straight away.
SHE LOVES HARRY POTTER TO DEATH. LITERALLY DEATH.
Ask her to summarise the whole Harry Potter series, she will do it.
-Grace

Hahahahahahahahahah I agreeeeeeeeee!!! Suganthi is a freakkk. Seriously.

What’s the point of having 1000 friends when you can’t keep in contact with all of them
rather than have 100 friends and keep in close touch with them?
If you have that many, your time has to be divided into that amount, isn’t it just too much?
You spend time with another, the other will feel neglected and the cycle will just go on, if you know what I mean.
-Suhaila

Mhmm, i agree with this too. I always never layan people. And it makes me feel guitly! So if im like nice to you all of a sudden, its cos im guilty then i never layan you in the past. Yeah. (I hope you people know who you are) Im sorry.

Amr Bjr says (9:13 PM):
Yo wassup!!!!
farah♥ says (9:14 PM):
i feel lonely w/o your yo wassups
farah♥ says (9:14 PM):
hahahaha
Amr Bjr says (9:14 PM):
awww
Amr Bjr says (9:15 PM):
im so touched! :P
_____________________________________________________________

Amr Bjr says (9:49 PM):
ya laaaa. now you senior also. but im YOUR senior so that makes me more pow-der-ful :P
farah♥ says (9:49 PM):
im more bedak-full
Amr Bjr says (9:51 PM):
hahahahaha

Yea.
;D

Helllllohhh.
Whats up baby.
My blog is my baby.

Week update! Long post ahead baby.

Monday

Lessons as per usual. New class/ new classmates/ new teachers. Intro-ed myself so many times! Gosh. All teachers know my name sia! Like out of everyone, they'll be like, YOU - Ameera. Then they smile like "muahaha i know your name". OMG ya, and there are THREE Kimberly's in my class :O

OHOH! In the morning, my bro and i were getting off bus 33 and he was like "Eh, my shoebag" "You brought a shoebag ker?!" "YA!!!" So i asked him to go check and it wasnt there but the bus was moving alrd so he had to get off on the next stop. I felt like 'shit, he lost his shoebag' but actually he didnt even bring it in the first place. W.T.H.

Went home with Insyirah<3 today. Took 196 then 14. At the traffic light before my stop, she SUDDENLY want to teach me a handshake. Like rury's but with sissors. HAHAHA so rabak. Took 2mins to learn and master it. Heh heh heh ;D

My nenek came! At night, she was telling me about the Maria Hergtogh(sp? i forgot) Riot. She was 15years old then. Amazing. Loads of stuff they neh put in the textbook.
Cool.

Tuesday

Happy Birthday Anisa!
Happy Birthday Stephanny!
Happy 1 year Anniversary to Anisa & Hasif!

We gave the Kimberly's different names! Kimbo, KimLee and the other one is the same (-.-) KimberlyTan. Hahaha. Did more planning on the class party. Everyone's getting excited about the brownies. Haha.

Went home with Insyirah<3 again. Bus empatbelas lagi. Oooh there was the MAT MUSCLE TEE! I whispered to her "If you dont have muscles, DONT wear a musle tee." And she didnt understand it until she saw the mat. Hahahaha. Funny, funny.

MY DAD QUIT SMOKING TODAY!
6TH JANUARY 2009!
I AM SO PROUD OF HIM.
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
ALL MY NAGGING WORKED.
And my secret plan :D

Wednesday

My first SS lesson. Mr Vincent Low is so funny. Haha, the introduction to his life. "Everyone is a drop of sunshine. YOU are a drop of sunshine. I am a drop of sunshine. We are all drops of sunshine" HAHAHAHAHA. He asked who would like to be the next president of Singapore and Sya2 raised up her hand. TAKE NOTE. When she IS president, we shall remember this day. xD

Oh yaaa, Lit lesson! (Lit is so easy la please people) Went to the com lab to research TGD. Mr John Lavin trusts us so much manxz. We obviously surfed the net. =.=
Maryanne asked me if i knew Izhar & Haziq. Wah you two uh, popular sia. Hahaha.
And I was reading Kamal's blog, about him bringing his brother's bag to school. SO FUNNY!!! I burst out laughing mannnnn. Seriously.

Stayed back today to discuss CCA Promo Day. I AM DRESSING UP! WooHoo! Funnnnn. Costumes, Hair & Make Up. Such JOY. Hahahahahaha. Also, got the SYF drama script today. Awesome script, i must say. It can be really sadistic, if you see in that way... (whee, it rhymes!) Haha, but obviously we're not gonna do it that way! Cool characters. Challenging script. I have absolutely no idea how we're gonna pull it off. Hahaha.

Thursday

Today was sucha good day. Totally funnnnn! Went to Parkway with Insyirah<3
Firstly to Popular, bought lotsa stuff. Then to Famous Amos!! Thennnn, she wanted to print a photo, so we went to the machine. HAHAH superrr funny. Like all the borders and her face together!!!! The "hari raya" thing. Then to the bank, and then to Old Chang Kee for fishballs. And finally to Macs for lunch. Yay! Okay, funny stuff.

During recess, i felt something on my thigh, so i blew at it. Then it was still there, so i looked and it was this NEON GREEN gigantic fly!! So i slapped it away. AHAHAHA. My face was apparently comical, so it was funny. But when reading it doesnt sound so funny.. heh. Next!

Oh, a netball hit Grace's head.
G: You killed my brain cells!
A: They were dead already la.
I: Or maybe the netball revived it.
A: *hit grace's head* K now its surely dead.
HAHAHA. K, again, when reading it, NOT funny. Sighs.

At the photo machine, insyirah and i saw a MR TEO LOOK-ALIKE! That in itself is dayummmmmmmmmmm funny.

Then at macs, there was this scamming auntie. Ahaha. Want to sell coin box and radio -.- And when i said i was not interested she couldnt take rejection! Want to argue =.=!

And a fly flew on a straw. So we called it the fly straw. -.- And sang the "fly on the wall" song but with "straw". Pahammm? Paham?! Hahahaha.

On the way home, the cleavage woman! And the kepe kepe! And the ARMPIT BATH. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
(Shit, im like laughing to myself)

Friday

In the morning, she broke down in front of me. I comforted her. I know she hates me and bitches about me behind my back but i was just trying to be polite? Heh.

Malay, E math, P.E.
Took height and weight. I didnt grow! WTH. But everyone said I looked taller ):

With Nicole's suggestion, we played OUCH! First as a clique. Sherms hit my thigh so painfully! WTH. And Suganthi also! Hahaha. After that, everyone's thigh had a red handprint. AHAHAHA. Then played it as a class! Totally fun. Bonded alot with that little game.

Then went upstairs for the class party!!! AWESOME. REALLY.
Started with pushing all the tables and chairs aside, then prepared food and drinks and then blew up balloons! Maryanne made poodles! I went around showing it off and no one believed me when i said that I MADE IT. Maybe its cos i didnt??? Hahaha.

Started eating and drinking, then played double wacko! We all had a plan to get Suganthi and to get THAT, we needed to get Nina. Hahaha. So fun & funny! Everyone was saying the names twice in panic. And everytime Kimbo's name was called, she hit my leg so she wouldnt get hit. HAHA.

By then everyone was veh veh veh high.

Pizza came! So... ate. Elected class comm. I wanted to be vice-sc but didnt get elected. Sighs. It went to Grace! So its okay. Hahaha. Siti, miss popular, welfare rep uhhhhhhhh. Then we went out to the corridor to do School & Class cheers. Damn fun + giler. Hahaha. I know you people were high!!! We wanted to go down and take pics and scream and stuff somemore but, after we ran down the stairs, we had to run back up.

Met Insyirah and the rest. Sat down in front of the toilet and chatted. OMG idk if anyone else saw Frin's reaction, it was priceless. Hahaha. She was like "OMG he went to the masjid to smayang jumaat!!! OMG!"

Went to the studio cos Jeanna asked me to, then it was actually a Sec4 Meeting. Took Deepika's role in th mean time. Went down, talked admin stuff. Then read the script. Waited for auditions but its now changed to Monday. Wth, could have gone home instead of waiting! :/

Walked home from Tanah Merah. Mayat smell. HAAAAAATE IT. Someone should really do something about it. Hmmmmmmm.

I MISS CIKGU ASHIKIN!
ehh, ah? <- thats irritating man.

Oke, goodbye baby.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYAH!
<3

Blah, spent all day at home today.
Watched teevee mostly.

Oh ya, been bloghopping alot.
And I've gotten over my ______.
Yay!
I shouldnt worry bout it anymore la.
Just enjoy life x)

Enjoy life, study hard, go shopping, look good.
HAHAHA.

I need to buy a wallet.
And a jacket. Cos if it rains, im dead.
I have no jaket at allllllll.
Sad mannnx. I hate being cold. :/
I want a hoodie.
AHHH.

OH YAAAA. OH YAAAAA.
UNKNOWN CALLER STOP CALLING MEEEE.
I keep waking up in the middle of the night cos you call
then when i wanna pick up you put down.
Super irritating i swear.
Please, dont.
I need to sleep :(

And someone prank called me on Friday.
idiot.
Who are you sia.

Stupid callers.
If you wanna prank, at least tell me afterwards laaaa.

Mhmm, kay i gtg pack for tmr.

So looooooooong
Farewell
Auf Wiedersehen
Good night ;D

Countdown
Had it at home, with family.
):
I wish i could go out man!
Fiona Xie presented Tay Ping Hui singing "YOURS TRULY" when its supposed to be "IM YOURS"
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHA
DAMN FUNNY OMG!
And i think Gurmit Singh (sp?) counted down a few seconds early :/

1st Jan
went to Geylang, to help my mom and grandfather.
ahahaha actually secretly i went there cos i wanted to eat Kebab Tornado.
ahahahahahaha
DAMN NICE YKNOW.
thennn, went to TM with mateen
to get my ikat rambut, then popular, then times, haagen daz.
yummm.
macs.
then home.

2nd Jan
SCHOOOOOL!
Dammit, the first day damn boring mannn.
Bus 17 came so late! Stupid sia, this bus service i swearrrrr.
Only near election then it comes frequently.
And we couldnt take bus33 cos there were so many people! Grrrr.

Talks in the hall, and our long-winded principal talked for sooooooooo long it took over our Class Bonding period. Sheesh.
Then class, recess...
Hall, studio, hall.
plan class party...
studio for meeting
waited for so long and it was cancelled =.=

Supposed to go ice cream chef then tak jadi.
soooo parkway with I and L.
(hahaha now got new letter. cos usually its A,S,G,I,M,F,FN... etc)
macs, then walked around??
and then bus 196 to bedok.
homeeeeee~

3rd Jan
MET INTANNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
AND ZIKRY AND NANA AND YANI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO CUTEEEE.
Talked. ALOT.
hahahaha so funnnn.


SUGANTHI! YOU RICH B**CH!
HAHAHA.
PLEASEEEEEEEEEE BRING ME A SIDEKICK WHEN YOU COME BACK FROM LONDON TOMORROW!
Give me on Monday.
Ahahahaha.
As if she'll buy for me...
But i still have hope!!!!!
Please please pleaseeeee.
:D

Okay, I think I have time and effort to remember the past.
2008!-

Lol, lots of stuff happened.

Likeeeeeee, I lost nearly $400, because of the class t-shirt thing.
(Andria, I blame you till you convince me otherwise)

And all the drama stuff.

CCA promo day.
And only my clique made the souvenir thing. And we performed the skit :D
Getting to know juniors.
Okay, so I only knew Zahwah but so what?!

COE for English.
And I was sad I didnt get chosen but I helped out anyways.
=.=

DOH.
Somehow, we didnt get in this year even tho the script was so much better.
I was stage manager (YAY!) and bonded alot with my DOH cast&crew.
HAHAHA this was soooo much fun.
Making fun of Anu... etc.
And everyone knew everyone's lines.
I think that's cool superb :D

Drama Farewell.
This year was byfar the most difficult. Like DUH.
The theme was so susah. And only a few people were co-operating.
But we managed to do pull everything together and it was a success!
xD

55th Anni.
OMG the rehearsals for this was damn tiring.
Mr Matt, Cloth Girls, Drama Club.
<3 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">tuition together.
My first tuition. Heh.
I buka-ed puasa thr once.
Sooooo tidak fun.

And then after exams we played CLUEDO!
And suganthi brought her monopoly, the one with credit cards!!!!
HAHAHAHA FUNNNNN.

And all the school events.

Sports Day.
OMG i was in cheerleading.
SHIT.
hahahahahaha.
I dont even know why i joined cheerleading.
Pfft.

PI.
Hahaha I wasnt part of it, but we had to watch -.-
Just came back from DOH so i had makeup. Lawl.
I only watched cos Shafa was emcee! :D

Carnival Day.
Had to take care of children, wth.
Like I did, pfft.
Im so irresponsible and I couldnt be bothered.
I made brownies for them okehhh!
And Shaleen and I decided not to go for the ymc outing, so I watched a movie with I and G instead.
YAY.
Fun day.

Cross Country.
The fun-est school event so farr!
This whole gigantic clique of cool people, decided not to run.
And walked the whole way.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Teacher's day.
I cant really remember anyth except MR FI!
HAHAHAHAHAAHA
He was wearing the skirt thing.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Damn funny omg.

Events.

27 Feb.
Ben & Jerry's day @ Suntec.
With Insyirah.
Somehow veh memorable.
HoeGarden!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA.
Bought Wilson bag.
:D

Sharifah's Birthday
Hehe, I gave her gorgeous cupcakes!

Insyirah's Birthday
went ice skating!
for the first time, omg so coooooool.
Hahaha, we used the metal stuff and then got scolded for doing so.
xD

My Birthday
Well, its a known fact that my birthdays always suck.
AND I SWEAR, ALWAYS.
People always neh celebrate... or smth.
Hahahaa.
whatever.

Rahmah's Birthday.
HAHAHAH first time i ate at swensens.
It was niceeeeeee~
Ty Rahmahhhhh.
Even tho i dont really know ya.

Band concert!
Went with I & G.
Hahahaha it was somehow fun.
I think before and after the concert was the best.
Cos we kept crapping.

2nd Band concert!
I was super sick.
And we were camwhoring more than watching the performance.
-.-
But fun anyways.

YMC Launch
This really bonded everyone together, kind of.
Hahaha.
Superrrrrrrr fun.
SHALEEN, MY DANCE PARTNER THE BEST LA KAY
I am so sad that I didnt go out with all of you guys before or after rehearsals or the real day.
I was grounded, because of the $400 money thing.
):

And there were like so many phases my class. The rubiks cube phase. Camp Rock.. Twilight!
Yea.

Woooooo.
2008 has been great.
Except for.. the money thing?
Which seriously changed my life.
REALLYYYY.
Aha.

K, yeah.
This is a crap post :/

Hey!
3112.
Today was really fun.

I was supposed to meet em at 10.30 at tanah merah mrt, but i overslept and woke up at 10.15!!!
So yeah, shit.
Rushed to bathe and change, then cut the brownies i made after subuh (seeeeee im so hardworking)
RAN ALL THE WAY TO TANAH MERAH MRT.
There's still the mayat smell thereeee.
Disgusting.

Met Su & Putri.
Bus 2-ed to Aisyah's place.
Ami & Liyana came.

Ami was telling us about some biscuit she had. Ha--- something. She said it was like kit kat but opposite. Wafer, chocolate, then wafer again. Kit kat is like choc, wafer, choc. HAHA.
Then liyana so =.= "ohhh so its kat kit!"
HAHAHA WTH.

Went into her condo, and waited for her uncle to come and open the door cos no one was at home.
Met kim, carrying 20 balloons. Cool.
(i waaaaaaaant! and kim said she'll buy them for me too! [: )
(omg, im imagining me carrying those balloons in school. ahahaha)

Went in, and started decorating the house.
After, we prepared sooooooo many water balloons.
HAHAHA.
Kim fell asleep after that.
Su & I were getting a cheap thrill from the Tap Tap Revenge game.
Heh, so funnnn!
I won you okay, su! You only won me, ONCE.
Nyeheheh.

Aisyah came home.
SURPRISEEEEEEEEEE~!
HAHAHA.
Cool.

Chatted, then i went into the kitchen cos i was thirsty.
Shafa went with me.
And thennnn, she went on the ledge of the kitchen window and jumped down!
WTH!
hahahahaha so funny tho.
Passed her the water bombs, then lured aisyah out.
BOMB BOMB BOMB.
Pushed Aisyah in the pool.
Then kim & I jumped in.
God, and the dress code was like red and white
and everyone was wearing white.
HAHAHA
Hello, coloured bras.
The most obvious was mine and liyanas. HAHA.
Green and blue! :P

Picnic-ed outside Aisyah's house cos we were too lazy to go PasirRis Park.
Then played twister!
Dammit i almost won.
Hahahah everyone said I was flexible but im not la.
Just lucky.

Dried off, then played Hide And Seek.
Childish game, but damn fun.
I was the first seeker, because i was the youngest. Hmph.
SOME people cheated, and locked the door.
=.=
Hid with shafa, in the store room & aisyah's brother's closet & under the table.
HAHAHAHA.
So funny.

Bored, so we prank called people.
Heheheheheheh.
Modelling agency kononnn.
So funny! Some people, ego besar, want to go ahhhhh.

Played dog and bone after that.
Then rugby.
My knee still hurts from tackling Putri ):
Then soccer.
Shafa went off.
Sat down to chat, then to the playground to do flips???
and gossip.

Then home.

Photos!
But most of em are with sharifah.
Ill get them later.

OMGee.
Okay so yesterday i went out with my mom.
First to mustafa.
To buy a schoolbag.
Its really cheap there.
Bought an electric blue umbro bag.
(okay that colour is not electric but whatever)
HAHA.
Its cooooooool.
:D

Then to soup spoon!
Grande tangy tomato.

Starbucks!
Had the giant choc cookie.
Yummmm but
Aft that muak chocolate already :/
Did my essay there.
My mom helped me.
HAHAHA.
Finished!
Hoorayyyyyyyyyyy.

Masjid, to pray
Then to my father's shop.
Went home.

Hahaha, i am happy!
Since i didnt watch friends ystd, stayed up to watch the one at 1am.
YAY OMG i managed to!
Thank you(:
Hahahaha then immediately slept after that.

Today
went playground.
camwhored there.
hahahaha.
so funnnnnn.

i wanna post photos!
there's alottttttttttt.
later lah.

Ohhhh wtf man
im sucha annoying bitch.
heh.

im so petty.
and i got upset over that smalllllllllllllllllllllll thing.
which i dont even know is true.
and she usually never lies so whateverrr.

hahahahaa
hmmm.
yesterday!

my dad asked us to "pakai baju melayu"
so i wore the most comfortable one, which is the peach coloured kebaya.
went to masjid sultan to celebrate the new year
arabic one.
hahahaha
want to step alim only!!
anw soooo, went thr at about 6.30?
idk why everyone is so reluctant to move forward.
doesnt the first row get the most pahala?????
i was in the second rowwww, yay!
then doa akhir tahun, 3 times.
then pray maghrib
then doa awal tahun, 3 times.
met aisyah!
hahaha
chatted for a while and left.
went sightseeing of lights at orchard road then to Komala Vilas to eat!

omg indian banglas pleaseeeeeeeee dont give me THAT look.
its a little scary.

home.
watched CLUE, yknowww the movie to cluedo.
its damn nice!
but old.
yeah
ahahaha

thennnnn watched soccer?
=.=
my brother had control again.
thennnnnnnnn i fell sick
like wth.
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Today

went out with my mom.

update later.
im pissed.

I have so many things to type out,
and i make a mental note to remember it but when im looking at the blogger screen i cant remember anything! WTH.

Um, okay so tuesday was the class outing..
Wednesday - Saturday, i stayed at home.
AHHHHH so boring.

Ooooh yesterday, I watched a movie.
And its damn sad.
A good movie.
I cant really remember the title...
Hmmmmmmmm, i shall recommend it to.. Suganthi?
Cos i cant see I, M or G watching it. so yeah
hahahaha.

Christmas? was boring cos i didnt celebrate.
But i watched two episodes of PB! ahahahaha
so drama my gosh.

Yay omg i can watch Chuck online now cos theres some new site.
hahaha.

yknow, im sucha sad person.
heh.

my mom keeps asking me if i packed my schoolbag and i have to keep reminding her that I DONT HAVE A SCHOOLBAG.

LOL.

Hmmm i watched the pool trickshots ystd.
its damn cooooool!
SUPER COOL MAN.
there's only one girl who made it into the top.
she's damn good.
but haha, the rest are damn funny and cool.
:D

ive been watching loads of sports nowadays cos my brother keeps controlling the tv.
rugby, basketball, american football, soccer, pool, darts.... etc.
whatever's on.
even the championship gaming series.
which is damn cool too!!
its like, professional gamers, play.. games.
hahaha
like counter strike, and etc.
cool yknw.
hahahaha

OHHH and yesterday watching soccer, my mom was so funny.
hahahah

Mom: Carick hidup lagi?!
Mateen: He's only 23 years old umi!!!

hahahahah wth.

and mateen watching soccer is funny also. esp when arsenal is loosing or smth.
(he supports arsenal)
then he will scream to the tv "its all about effort!!!!"


HAHAHAHH.
so funny, no?
it is to me.
:P

I cannot resist posting abouttttttttttt

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He is like, not that hot/cute/good looking but his voice can melt me okay!
Insyirah back me up!
FARAH back me up!!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

Like really mannnn. Sigh, i wonder if he's married. Lemme check.

"James Morrison (born 13 August 1984) is an English singer, songwriter, and guitarist born in Rugby, Warwickshire in the UK."

BABI YOU AQIDA. Same birthday. Im jealousssssssssssssss.
But anyway, says nothing about him being married! ;D

ahhh whatever.
teehehehehehehehehehehe

AW SHUCKS.

"Whilst visiting Derby with his long time girlfriend (with whom he has a baby daughter named Elsie) from the city, Morrison found a pub- "Ryan's Bar" with an Open Mic night."

FINEEEEEEE.
FINE
FINE
hahahahahaha.
She better be pretty.
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Look.

Ameera♥Ezra says (10:01 PM):
kau suker t-pain ehk?
Insyirah♥Khaizan says (10:01 PM):
eeeeeeeee
Insyirah♥Khaizan says (10:01 PM):
dont talk like tht
Insyirah♥Khaizan says (10:01 PM):
no?
Ameera♥Ezra says (10:01 PM):
hahahahahaha
Ameera♥Ezra says (10:02 PM):
why euu dont want mii tu talk lyk dat ehk?
Ameera♥Ezra says (10:02 PM):
dammit u gonna reply the same irritating way
Insyirah♥Khaizan says (10:02 PM):
caaux iits very de irriitatiingx de.
Ameera♥Ezra says (10:03 PM):
HAHAHAHAHAHA knew it ;D

I want a guy bestfriend.
HAHAHAHAHA.
But he has to be gay la duhhhh.
But later we fall for the same guy.
AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Anw yesterday, i went for my class outing.
LOL.
It was a kinda lame class outing but whatever, i just went la.
G went too! HOORAAAAAAY.
Blah blah blah, so much time wasted, then decided to go to Plaza Sing GV.
Cos it was sold out at Cathay, and we wanted to watch something in a 4 o'clock timeslot.
Then idk where the hell my classmates went.
Met Haziq, and he told me there was a 4.25 one!
So rushed to book tix but only the first row was available so watched the 4.55 one instead.
Lawl.
Had an hour to kill, so went to read at TIMES with G and B.
Met with the rest, then watched the movie.
Yes Man.
HAHAHA its so super funny.
G watched it the day before so she laughed before smth funny happened.
ahahahha.
babi you.
:P
Then rushed home cos i didnt pray asar :/
heh.
Late.
So cannot go out anytime soon, i think.
IDK LA.

I think i wanna complete all my hw first.
Then I'll ask.
:D
Only english left!
Stupid maths is gone, but i left some blank.
Gonna ask G, M, I or S later.
bleagh.

Fs is back to being bitchy.
Fine uhhh fineee!

-

syabeel <3 insyirah
farid angry with syabeel
insyirah irritated by syabeel

hahahahahahha this is so freaking funny to me
stupid syabeel.

AND I FREAKING WANT STRAIGHT HAIR
COS MY STUPID CURLY HAIR IS SO FREAKING HARD TO TAKE CARE OF

AND I RAN OUT OF MOISTURISER SO NOW ITS GONNA BE FRIZZY.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
NIGHTMARE.






random shitz

Yesterday, Sunday.
omg my dad allowed me to go to the match!
left with mateen, prayed at Masjid Sultan
then rushed to Kallang by cab.
The cab driver damn siak man.
Idiot.
He said 'can', he will bring us.
Then someone called him and he maki us in chinese.
Ya, we know got jam, and we still wanna go cos we watching the match la DUH.
Takya maki suah.
HAHA Mateen & I maki him back after that.

Got my tix from Insyirah, then went to sit with her.
and farid.
and his, um, gang?
i shared my famous amos with em uh, cos i cant finish.
hahahah watching the match was so funny.
i shall quote from insyirah's blog.
cos im malas.

the funniest thin afiq kekek said was the comment he made when people didnt want to do the wave.
AHAHHA.

he was like 'one dollar pay,do wave. the other,watch!'
AAHHAHA. i was laughing like shit.

ohohoh.
a pakcik gave them newpaper to like tear and throw. (the idea of cheap confetti. and their idea of 'offerings' to the soccer god. whaaaaat.)
andandand

they threw like paper balls. and the police gave them warning.
and some pakcik at the back was like
'tangkap sama dia.'
and he looked at the afiqs and said 'takot kannn.'

AHAHHAHA.

and fine uh. dont believe me about that fading star.

ok. so there was a star. before those huge lights got switched on,it was like so bright and it was liek the only star in the area and like i was looking at it. and telling ameera that it was fading cause earlier on,it was muchmuch birghter.
and before ameera could see the star,it vanished. like wth.

fine.

Ahahahaha, insyirah said a star faded in front of her eyes?
i was like, mhmmm, ya okay.
cos trying to concentrate on the match righttttt.
hahahaha

we lost. whatever. hahaha
poor vietnam people, kena maki like shit.
and then riots, etc.
hahahaha

went to kfc to meet mateen.
then, macs cos insyirah needed a drink.
then, waited?
then mateen said go to some bustop.
but i wanted to wait for insyirah
but he tak nak cos he was pissed at me.
so we just went
and we wanted to take 14.
took a long time to come
and when it did, it didnt even stop.
bus 31 came, and we wanted to take it to tanah merah.
so we got on.
but it was on the freaking wrong side.
so we were in serangoon/toa payoh.
thennnn we got off.
it was so scary, like, at night..
the people arnd the area were like scary also.
like drunk or smth.
first time i see mateen cry cos he was scared.
and i tried to put up a brave front but i couldnt.
i wanted to call someone (other than family) , but i wasnt like smsing anyone at the time.
and insyirah's phone died.
so there was no one ):
wanted to take a cab home
but there were like none
and if there WAS, it was hired alrd
then finally after such a long time, one came, and we took it.
and thank god he was nice, and brought us home safely.
and during the journey, i was a second away from dying man.
i swear.
some black bmw car, want to show off or smth, idk
he was like filtering like nobodys business.
and he almost hit us but the taxi driveer brake-d in time.
and we flew off our seats.
omg.
i bet if accident, sure mati.
SURE.
i was so scared.
and i just sat there, like traumatised or smth.
idk.
i just sat there, till i got home.

my mom scolded like shit.
heh.
she grounded us.
but then, ungrounded us.
i love my mom.

then i was emo all night
and couldnt sleep.
watched arsenal vs liverpool.
draw.
boring.
the liverpool goal was beautiful :D
heh.
sigh.
idk
now im kinda sad.
idk why.
i dont think im going to another match anytime soon...
sighhhhhh.

OMG i am so malas to update.
kay, OKAY.

stopped at? spaceshot. yea.
all my mom said was "nice view" when she was at the top
and i was like too scared to speak.
ahahaha.
shes weirdddd.
blah blah blah, went back to the hotel.
Tiga Abdul was playing on tv.
Watched it, and fell asleep.

Friday a.k.a Day Numero Quarto? a.k.a Day Four
Breakfast, then drove home.
DAH!
that was my holiday -.-

Saturday
Met shaleen, then Farah, then the rest at macs.
My bro followed me.
Lunch-ed with Kamal, Zainul, Shaleen, Fahmy, Mateen & Farah.
omg some people are just so sick.
Hahahaha. But funny.

Was late to ymc.
As usuaaaaal.
Had some UN thinggy.
Lol, kinda boring.
Kamal left during the break to go to BAHRAIN.
cool.
Then some debate thing??
Fahmy was like the 'judge'.
HAHAAHAHAHAA.
Poor Zainul was like doing everyth.
sooooorry.

Long Johns after that.
omg out of everyone, my bro made friends with the VS mats.
goshhhhhhh.
One of em wears lenses and he looks like he's about to cry all the time.
LOL.
Went home with farah! and my bro la, of course.
Took mrt to bedok, then 17 home :D

YAY i love having someone to take 17 home with!
Cos thats the only stupid bus that goes to my house.
And it takes so long to comeeeee, dammit.
ugh.
Stupid 17.
Then every year they change the timing, so first day of school i must go to the bustop early to see what time its gonna come, if not, miss, then lambat.
stupid.

stupid la.
ughhhhhhhhh.
or MAYBE, i should just take it on the other side then stop at simei to take 31 or 10.
easier???
idk ah.
malas.

Wait, so...
Monday
I met insyirah and grace and we did homework at Marine Parade Library.
It was so fun!
We would do homework, silently, and someone would just talk about something, and everyone drops what we're doing to talk. AHAHAHA.
Went to macs to eat, and instead of continuing homework, we went around Parkway.
I bought a pencilcase from Borders' Paperchase! Its so cute.

At home, my parents told me that we're going for a holiday the next day.
HAHAHA.
Damn random, and weird i swear.
Soooooooo, packed.

Mateen - brother
Hana & Adeena - sisters

Tuesday! a.k.a Day Numero Uno a.k.a Day One.
Left the house at 12, cos my dad had to work first.
The journey was about 5 hours long.
We watched Friends, Whose Line Is It Anyway and (something else i forgot) in the car.
Listened and sang along to the radio.

Famous RoadTrip song: A Thousand Miles!

HAHAHAHAHA.

Stopped to eat and pray.
I brought Hana to the playground.
Mateen bought bubblegum for everyone!
Adeena chewed it and then swallowed it.
AHAHAHAHAH
So funny!
But she cried cos she was scared. Lol.

Reached KL, found the hotel, after asking for directions.
Waited so long for our room, gosh.
Its like an apartment, with two bedrooms.
Cool!

My siblings and I then went for a swim.
I did many laps, then played with my siblings.
Then laps again, and there was this FAT indian girl (im not racist but i just dont like her) who jumped on me. WTF.
I was like so pissed so i scolded her and then i was like shouting "DONT YOU HAVE EYES"
hahahahahahhahahahaha.
im so evil.
then she complained to her mom.
pfft like i care!
went back up to the room.
changed, and walked to KLCC!
its so freaking near.

Shopping sucked.
Everything is so ex.
bleagh.
Didnt buy anyth ):
Ate at the foodcourt.
The guy beside me was like, smiling to himself so i went to see what the hell he was smiling at.
He was watching PORN on his phone OMG!
I guess it IS true, all guys have porn on their phone.
sighhhhh.

Met Dini at Parkson!
AHAHAHAHA.
And again, on the way back to the hotel.
And AGAIN, at breakfast!
She's in the same hotel as me, eh.

Wednesday a.k.a Day Numero Dos a.k.a Day Two
Breakfast, then my parents went off to work.
My siblings and i walked to KLCC and went to watch BOLT in 3-D!
ahahahhaa
the 3-D part is cool.
The story is quite okay.
The cat is freaking funny.
I love sarcasm.

Went off to the gigantic park
which was really disappointing cos it was damn boring.
Went back to the hotel, and swam again.
There were some austrailian people that kept hitting me accidentally and they kept apologising. AHAHAHAHAH.
I love their accents.
The girl was super gorgeous and the guy was ok-looking.
AHAHAHA.

Changed, then went to Sungai Wang, or smth like that.
Shopped.
THERE WAS NOTHING!
Mateen and I bought Cluedo, the new one.
And my mom bought me a scarf.

Went off to eat, planet hollywood was like CLOSED!
): ): ): ):

Back to the hotel, and played Cluedo with Mateen and my Mom till 3.30am
SO FUN!
:D

Thursday a.k.a Day Numero Tres a.k.a Day Three
Woke up at 6 ):
Bathed, went for breakfast.
Then left for Genting.

Its so bloody cold!
Lucky i had a new scarf :D
Went to the theme park!
Space shot was empty so we went there!
SO SCARY OMG.
yet so freaking fun.
:D
Then to corkscrew, which is the best rollercoaster everrrr!
then to the others...
Bumper cars was freaking awesome cos i hit my dad real hard.
MUAHAHAHAHA.

finally checked in, our hotel room was so disgusting.
i think they made it so that we wont stay in the room...
hmmmmmmm.
played Cluedo awhile, then went to eat.
After, continued going on the rest of the rides.
Hehe, so fun!

It got really cold, so we went back to the room.
Watched agent cody banks on the tv.
Prayed, blah.
Went to shop with my mom.
bought nth, as usual =.=
Back to the room.

Then with mateen, adeena and my mom, we went to the theme park again.
hahaahhaha
space shot!
so scaryyyyyyyyy.


k, i have to update later.
gtg

UM, yeahhhhhhhhhh.
kk
ignore.


ISBMA! IMYSFM!!!!
ahahaha it looks like obama.
LOL LOL.
i hope you know its you babe.
ahaha.

the stupid part is that we live so freaking near to each other.
i shall just runnnnnnnnnnnn to your house.
soon.
tuesday maybe?
be ready.
:D

In life, you're supposed to have good things, and bad things right?
I realised that I only have bad things so im just WAITING for the good things to come.
WAITING.
I've been waiting, for the past freaking year.
My life sucks.
My life has been sucky since P6.
2006 is the by far the worst year ever.
Or maybe this year???
I dont know...

Gosh, i am so emo.
Aha, i dont know.
I dont know how to overlook everything bad and just see the good.
I dont know how!
I dont know how to not care about what people say.
I do, however know how to fake a smile.

But i wont fake it on my blog la, duh.
Cos this is THE place to rant, etc.
Or maybe i shall make anotha blog... to rant.
But my siblings have a way of finding out.
So irritating.

Anw, today i went to some Bagarib wedding -.-
i didnt wanna go but my grandma specifically asked for me...
heh.
Met Zahwah there.
But i was leaving when she came.
Yea.

Hahah.
I am sooooo bored.
Everyone's going holiday.
I know i cant.
Yeaaa.
Whateverr.
Bleagh.

I want you to get tired of me.
Cos imma waste of time.
):


sigh.
i want to continue watching chuck but its been removed due to infringement, dammit.

i am so tired!
running around alot.
omg just now, at the playground, there was this like 2yr old boy who was angry.
so i said "ohhh abeh angry ah"
and he said "FUCK!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOUUUUU"
everyone was like so shocked!
he can barely walk/run!
and he cursed me?!
wtf.
i got so pissed man.
hahahaha
quite funny.

im so bored now.
my bro is bugging me to play CS with him.
haha but quite fun leh.
...
...
...
k imma play!
bye.

I have a new cousin!
Aaliyah Zulaikha<3
Suuuuuuuuuuper cute, omg.
Went to the hospital earlier today to visit my aunt.

Yesterday was unexpectedly fun.
I brought my cousins to the playground! =.=
HAHAHA, i met alot of people.
We played all those games, yknow, like ice and water, catching and all those crap.
It was so much fun.
ahahaha.

Went to TM after maghrib, to get baby stuffs.
Mothercare, ToysRUs, etc.
Ate at swensens after that!
My mom is so nice (sometimes).
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OMG you knowwww i hate people who chat with me just to make conversation.
So annoying.
And in the end, its like hopeless and it just dies halfway.
Like alisa's example on her blog.
Or someone who asks stupid qns just to keep it going.
ugh.
Or! someone who is RUDE.
bleagh.

Now im pissed off.

I. WANT. TO. CRASH. SOMEONE'S. HOUSE.
):
and now im a littleeeeeeeeeeeeeee sad.
but su's cheering me up.
<3

OMG I AM SO HAPPY.
hahaha.
Today was so much fun!

Went to farah's house then cabbed to east coast park's macs.
(hahaha lazy to walk)
it was after 11 but we managed to get hotcakes!
ate, then walked to bk then found the rest.
(in front of the footsal place)
played 'monkey', and i became the monkey -.-
i was hopeless, so i gave up.
played captains ball.
boys vs girls

playing captains ball with rugby players.
it was so unfair okehhh.
they have codenames and stuff for special moves.
but we managed to score.
ha!
(i think we lost though.. hahahaha)

farah bought drinks for us.
then idk what we did..
lepak?
sit down, chit chat.

then to the water!
played awhile.
then went into the tent (yea, there was a little tent) and played blackjack.
omg, they dont know how to play blackjack!
hahahahaha.
so i was the dealer, and taught em how to play.

went back out to the beach and the rest were digging firdaus into the sand.
HAHAHAHA. so funny!
helped abit.
(we were quite evil lah.
sorry!)
xD

after that, i went to buy ice cream and farah went to the toilet.
we were supposed to all go together but some impatient people went to rent bicycles first! pfft.

then i went back to the sea and tried to toss the rocks.
(yknow! the kind where it bounces on the water a few times...)
idris taught me but i still couldnt do it ))))):
threw rocks to the people in the water, hahahahahaha.

suddenly, i had a feeling to throw up.
because i could feel it halfway up my throat.
ugh.
yeah, it was the worst part of today.
i bet my face was horrendous.
(i wasnt emo, yo) just sick.

felt better after awhile, so i talked to the rest.
we were talking crap! ahahahaha
danish came.
then nazihah, sara, aki and her sister!
her sister is so cute!
basketballer.
damn pro mannn!

planned to go bowling for a looooooooooooooooong time
cos hakiim kept saying "5 mins, 5 mins"
his 5 mins ah! like a woman's one ok.
bullshit.
hahahaha

farah tied hakiim's hair!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA

so after people finished bathing, few hours, we finally LEFT.
but they all left a mess, so i cleaned it up.
(see im sooo nice)
cos we created that mess, so we should clean it, no?
dont we learn about pollution and stuff in school?

went bowling and i was the worse (no surprise)
but haziq was like so lucky and got so many strikes!
(cos got some lucky cap? or smth)
so in the end he won (even though he sucked at first!)
unfair.
farah totally owned at first, then she lost by abit in the end.
hah.
her balls were slow and steady but it hit so many!
and she kept spare-ing.
tak fair, tak fairrrrr!

arcade next.
played the shooting game.
(the red gun, blue gun one)
idk the name ah.
yay i only died and revived myself twice.
hehehh.
but now my hand hurts :x

rushed home.
cos i was superrr late.
whoops.
and... my parents didnt scold?
this is damn weird.
i am so freaking scared now.
hahahaha.

okay, ill end it here.
im glad farah invited me.
:D

HEH.
I've been posting alot, because the laptop is freeeee at my grammy's house.
hehe.
You knowwww, i wish i could be good at stuff.
I wonder what it would be like to be good at alot of things.
Heh, the only thing im good at is baking
and honestly, everyone can do that.
sighhhhhhhhhh.

kay, i think we're going home now.
I wonder what im gonna be when i grow oldER.
Really.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!
<3

Okay so i couldnt go to the gym this morn because i had to bake 2 batches of brownies for my grandmothers =.=

Sigh. This is what i get for making nice, delicious, awesome brownies :P
nyeheheh.

SO ANYWAY, i am currently sooooo bored.
And after this im about to go play carem! Im not that good, but above average.
and teaming up with my bro, we're a good team.
ahaha.

Yknow its alrd december, gosh.
New year is coming, then school.
Then march hols, then june, then its the end of year again.
Then im sec4.
O LEVELS.
OMGEE.

i am so scared.
hahaha.
just now insyirah and i were talking about hari kiamat.
AND IM SUPER SCARED NOW LAH.
hahaha.
sighhhhhhhh.
time really flies.
even when we're not having fun.
so that saying is crap.
:P

kay, im gonna play carem!
but i want to wait for them to finish the current game first.
and waiting for farahN to come back.
hahaha
tmr ecp!
wonder what we're doing.

oh ya, i need a new schoolbag mannnnnz.
the second half of the year, i used that one sided bag and MR MATT will kill us next year if we carry a one sided bag so i better get a haversack.
omg syf next year also!
sigh
when are auditions?!

i think im "talking" too much.
but im really bored, so yeah.

Zzzzz.

Heyo.
I saw kim today again!
HAHAHA.
Went to the fox warehouse sale with FarahNatalya.
Very disappointing.
But I managed to get a pair of jeans for $10!
HAHA.
YAYYYYY.
And a cap for my lil sis. =.=
dont ask.

Now at my grandma's place, dinner for tmr.
Had chilli crab!
YUM.
My grandma makes the best.
xD

I cried just now.
I cant believe they said that to me.
I know its true but i dont want to believe it.
I AM GONNA GYM TOMMOROW.
ughhhhh.

I have started my BABI phase.
today.
Thanks syirah.
HAHAHAHA.
BABI.



[ONE] Who was your last text from?
-Farah A.M

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
- In the make up room in the tkgs studio. HAHA.

[THREE]Your relationship status?
- Single.

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
- Yeah.

[FIVE] What is your current mood?
- Emo, pissed. Blaaaaaaah

[SIX] What's your brother's name?
- Abdul Mateen Bin Mohamed Nagib Bajrai.

[SEVEN ] What's your favorite color(s)?
- BLACK, RED, SILVER, YELLOW!

[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?
- Back in time when things were peaceful I suppose.

[NINE] Have a crazy side?
- I think everyone does.

[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?
- Idts.

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
- Sleep.

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
- Ya lor.

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
- I dont like anyone...

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
- Uhhhhh, idk.

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
- No, idts. Hahaha.

[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
- I want to wake up tomorrow to watch Phineas And Ferb. HAHAHA LOL.

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- Hana.

[EIGHTEEN] What are your favorite songs?
- Um, alot.

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
- Chatting, quiz-ing, daydreaming.

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
- Some people ONLY.

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- Oh, its the YMC one!

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
- Nooooooooo!!

[TWENTY-THREE] What is your lucky number?
- 1,3,7

[TWENTY-FOUR] Who are your friends that are closest to you?
- G, S, I, M, F, F.

[TWENTY- FIVE] Describe your life in one word?
- Sad.

[TWENTY- SIX] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
- No.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Who are you thinking of right now?
- No one eh, surprisingly.

[TWENTY- EIGHT] What should you be doing right now?
- Homework :P

[TWENTY-NINE] If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be?
- No idea.

[THIRTY] What are you listening to right now?
- Myself typing

[THIRTY- ONE] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
- Kim!

[THIRTY- TWO] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
- My mom -.-

[THIRTY- THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?
- Idk eh. But like i said, i dont like anyone.

[THIRTY- FOUR] What is your natural hair color?
- Brown. But can only see in the sun ah.

[THIRTY-FIVE] Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- FarahNatalya & Suhaila :P

Damnnnnnnnnnit.
I swear, i hate bloghopping.
ugh.
I ALWAYS find out stuff i dont want to know.
Then i'll be all sad and emo.
ughhhhhhhhhh.

My mom told me a story. Aparently, last time, alot of guys like her la.
Then they tell her friends that they're interested in her THEN THE FRIEND (stupid friend)
go and sabo and say "oh, i think she's seeing someone".
like WTF.
hahahahaha.

My fat week is over yet i still feel fat.
sigh.
I think im too insecure.
And i care about my weight and stuff...
I used to think I was the only person who saw it but now my grandmotherS, my maid, my mom and my bro say im fat.
What a supporting family :/

Kim's birthday was fun!
I'm too lazy to elaborate so i'll cut and paste from suhaila's blog and insert my comments in between. (They're in red) wahaha.


Suhaila's POV.

I thought I was going to be late, but apparently I was the earliest. Dory came next, then Cheryl and Cherlyn, then Aisyah and Ameera was last. (I WAS ONLY 7MINS LATE OKEH. HAHAHA) Took 45 and I wanted to say something about this house going to Kimmy’s place, but instead of saying Kimmy, I said Kimby. Ah well, I guess it was how tired I felt.

Arrived, then Dory walked in first because Kim was not really expecting us. After a while, we surprised Kimberly and she was really elated to see us! Had loads of fun, then we brought her to the first surprise. Tricked her that FedEx was gonna deliver her present, and made her stand outside at the road while she read some card thing. The last card wrote “Surprise!” and we splashed a bucketful of water onto her. Gave her 2 gifts to unwrap (which was not her actual birthday present) and she was shocked to find that it was a tube of toothpaste and a cabbage. Then she waited awhile more for the FedEx (which really wasn’t true) (hahahah FedEk helped us alot today) and we went to tear out the cabbage leafs before throwing it down her back.

She went up to change. Aisyah and I then blindfolded her for her 2nd surprise. Then, we brought her down the staircase so that she would not fall (accompanied by Dory and Cheryl’s playing of Happy Birthday on the piano), and made her sit on the sofa, where we opened the blindfold to unreveal a birthday cake. ( I ate the fastest cos i was reaaaaaaaaly hungry, and i was the first to finish (duh) )

After that, Aisyah took her leave as she had to go to work, so we cleared up and played DDR Home Edition. (I played, and i suck. Dammit. HAHAHA) Then we went up to play Twister for a while. Dory is a Twister Queen, because she’s really flexible (and that will make her future husband very happy! as said by CherylS ) (I WAS THE ONE WHO SAID THAT. HEHEHEH) Played Taboo as well, and it was so fun doing the beeper/ guessing/ trying to explain the word. I’m apparently bad at trying to explain the word because Cheryl and Dory kept distracting me!

After that, Jeanette arrived. Cheryl, Dory, Kimberly and Cherlyn went to find Shadow (Kim’s cat) and left Jeanette and Ameera with me, and were joined by Amirah shortly after, and we started to confide. I guess they can feel how I feel, that’s why I’m thankful for having such awesome friends. When I was trying to venge my frustration (hahaha Su kept screaming at her phone, it was so damn funny!!!) , Kim walked in, shocked to see the chaos. But it resided after awhile.

Contacted Liyana who was still at Sengkang for training to tell her to meet us at E! Hub. Walked out for a cab, and Jeanette ransacked through my bag and wallet (only to find a memory that I hold on to, and she threatened to burn). Took 2 separate cabs, and headed to E! Hub. We were alighted at the side of the road and had to jump over the bushes. (Surprisingly fun okeh! HAHAHA)

Waited for the others to arrive. Jeanette & Amirah visited the ladies first, then Ameera and I played with the Barbie cups that were on sale. (We were bored, so we organised them, they were veh untidy la) Walked around for a place to eat, and in the end we headed to Downtown East to eat at Fish & Co. express, where a lot of retarded stuffs happened.

Took a seat and waited for our food after ordering at the counter. Shortly after, 2 sets came and Liy & I thought it was ours.

A: OMG! Why yours so fast?!
S: It’s express service for us, Too bad!
- passes the waiter the #12 tag -
W: #9 tag?

LOL. So paiseh. And while we were eating,

A: I finished tartar sauce, does anyone have extra? Can give me?
S: OMG! There’s tartar sauce?!
J: Yeah, it’s like behind your food lah. Pfft.
-passes me the tartar sauce-
S: Erm, I don’t eat tartar sauce.

LOL! Then there was some loser-ish thing happened and everyone else was like going crazy.

Someone: OMG, Liy, see lah, your friends!

Then Jeanette told us about her maid.
“OMG! You know last time, when my maid first came to Sg, her first employer asked her to bring up a tube of toothpaste but she heard 2 pieces of bread, so that was what she brought up instead.”

Omg Jeanette, your maid is as cupu as you are.

So Kim requested we repeated it ‘cos she didn’t catch it, and I repeated it for her. Instead of tube of toothpaste, I said tub of toothpaste, and I didn’t realise it. Haha.

Then Kim showed us this pattern puzzle thing and we were supposed to get what is the next pattern. Everyone got it except for Jeanette & I. (I got it first, heheh) Thankfully, I’m not the slowest because after being explained to, I caught it, but Jeanette did not. HAHA!

Cheryl & Dory had to leave for church, so we stayed on for a bit then we drew on the balloons (a supposed anger-relief strategy for me?), then we went out to the open where Liy & I jumped on it and it burst. It felt sooo good. It just shows that my friends has that anger in them as well.

Hahaa, thats the end of Suhaila's pov.
I went home after that. Yeah.

Had sushi at home.
My mom and bro tapau back.
Yeah. Thats all.

I've been waking up at 7.57am on weekdays. Gives me 3minutes to get my ass of the bed, and to the living room to watch FRIENDS! Then at 9am, I watch my favourite cartoon show, PHINEAS AND FERB. It's like the best cartoon ever, okeh. Really. Hahaha.

Today, I cleaned my school cupboard. Books are coming on Friday, so i have to make space. I can't believe I can't wait for my books to come! I just watched TO KILL A MOKING BIRD (the movie) the other day... Now I'm really excited to read the book!

FarahNatalya texted me, and I was bored so I decided to meet her for lunch! xD Bus 14 took forever to come. Apparently, there were a few wheelchair people in the bus earlier and the driver had to help them get on and off, so it took a long time. Made my way to siglap.

Dropped off Farah's cheque at the POSB nearby, then went to Macs. Ate my usual student meal. YAY! We sat there for ages, talking and bitching. I learn loads of stuff about people. HAHAHA. It was kinda cool. The only reason we went out of Macs was because some dudes wanted to repair the teevee there, and it was at our seat. Walked around then I took 14 back home.

Then I got busted for something. Heheh. My dad's so calm about it, I'm really scared now. He even allowed me to use the computer??? Okaaaaaaaaaaayyy... Today was a great day! I didnt spend much money, and I had a fun time.

Shaleen sounds like she's having a good time in KL. I think Insyirah is too, since her first family is not with her... I want to go awayyyy. I havent been on a holiday since 2004 ): My dad's still paying for the house. He wants to pay it off before he dies (cos he thinks he's gonna die soon). When he told me, it brought me to tears. I mean, we all have to leave one day... But thinking that the day is near... Yeah.

I miss school, somewhat. I don't miss the homework and the stress... I miss the atmosphere, environment, people and the stupid green uniform. I really miss my clique, my class. I hope we have a class outing soon, yeah? But lucky for me, 3quarters of my clique are in the same class, so yipee! I kind of, can't wait for next year.

I think I want to end here cos I don't want to start remembering the past year. Yet.

I am so useless.
HAHA.
Grace is asking me all the stuff we memorised for science fye
and i have no idea at anyth.
O.M.G

I HAVE TO START DOING HOMEWORK.
but i have to clean first cos idk where anyth is.
:O

I WANT TO BUY SHOES.

I WANT TO GO OUTTTTT

I HATE THE HOUSE
I HATE THE HOUSE
I HATE MY HOUSE.
UGHHHHHHHHHH
DAMMIT.

THIS IS SUCH A CRAPPY POST.


thank god no one read the previous one.
i deleted it.
phewwwwww.

Heyo.
Watched friends repeats this morning.
xD
YAY.
Chandler's so sweet. heeeheee.

I borrowed my brother's adidas shirt cos i needed something baggy.
FAT WEEK LAH.

Made my way to wisma mendaki.
Stuck to Alisa cos Aki and Dini were busy with their juniors.
Hahaha.
OMG THEY HAVE SO MANY.

There's one girl that has ATTITUDE okay.
Dont stare at me and Alisa uh.
We know we hot but you dont have to stare.
Minah. BLEHH.

People started coming, very slowly.
And the graduation started superrr late.

So i listened to songs on my phone and i have no idea why alot of people thought i was watching porn!
I wasnt okay!
HAHAHA.
Meanwhile, Kamal was searching my phone for it..
-.-

There was a game where we had to run from one side to the other.
And another game, where we had to run and catch Wisnuh =.=
we wanted to escape it so we went to the toilet
but it didnt work, so in the end we walked over to the other side.
heheh.

Blah blah blah
awards and stuff.
fashion police.
FOOD!
The chicken was nice.

Went home.
Prayed.
The rest went to the beach!
Sigh, my mom didnt allow.
"Maghrib maghrib nak pegi tepi laut?! Ader banyak setan... yada yada yada"
WHATEVERRR

Now im upset.
I hate bloghopping cos then i find out things I dont want to!
And it just makes me sad.
Like, when Farah goes out with _____.

YATI. (a girls name la)
hahaha i dont want to explain it.
Insyirah's my yati.
I'm Intan's yati.
Grace is also my yati.
SIGH.
this is badddd.

YATI is a theory i have based on one of my old friends.
haha
Like the olive theory...
You'll make a good couple if the guy doesnt like olives and the girl does.
HAHA.
Apparently ah, idk ey.

BOO IM BORED.
help!
OR SOMETHING?!

YAY HELLO.
i am finally blogging.
weeee~
i have no idea why im high at 9am (exactly) in the morning...
and yesterday was such a disappointing day.
sigh.


I AM HAVING MY FAT WEEK. (pls tell me you know what a fat week is... )
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
and im getting sick ):
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
adeena! all your fault.


I met insyirah at... her house. *wink*
and we wanted to go to the playground (orange and small) but there was a crazy man there saying that he wants to catch bird, so we cannot go.
LIKE HELLOOOOOOOOO, WTF.
hahahaha but quite funny ah.
so then we went to the other playground (big and deserted)
and i played with her dslr.
hahaha damn cool!
insyirah step supermodel.
pose her pose there.
then her "I got farid" face.
hahaha.


thirsty.
waked to the market...?
bought ice lemon tea and she bought.. uh green apple bubble tea??
idk.
walked to bedok stadium
and just lepaked there.
listened to songs and talked..
then farid came


actually i was supposed to go with my mom to the charles and keith warehouse sale
but i didnt uh.
so like, out of my mom and my friend, i chose my friend...
but my friend then chose her BOYfriend...
sigh.
hahaha
so yeah.
i just left ah.
what to do?
she wasnt really talking to me anw.


went to the sale after all.
haha.
there were so many people!!!
i didnt get anyth =.=
but my mom did, so she's happy.
yep.


OMG i had a crazyyyy dream last night.
um, i was at ymc.
(Farah, i know you're at KL but you were in the dream, HAHA)
and i was hanging out with Farah, and her gang, ss.
Then i got a phone call...
it was like witheld.
so i picked up and walked to the side of the room...
and it was some woman from dunno where
and she said that my parents were in an accident.
OMG OMG OMG
and i started crying.
then i realised that it could be a prank call, so i scolded the woman
and she just told me to go to Mount E hospital =.=
but i had no money at all, and obvy i nak take taxi...
so i borrowed money from almost everyone from all levels that i knew.
oh, and my junior triplets lent me money too! (Zahwah, Riny, Ain)
AHAHA DAMN FUNNY.
and the total was like $43 or smth.
hahahaha.

then i took a cab to the hospital and then, OMG.
i woke up.
hahaha.



stupid dream.
damn drama mannnn.
this is the only dream i remember quite clearly.
so anw, thanks to everyone who FAKE lent me money when my parents were in a FAKE accident.



HAHAHAHAHA.
but, i borrowed money from some guy..
i have no idea who the hell he is...
but i know his face ah.
sec3 this year.
hahahahaha

this is damn funny.
to me.
hahahahaha



okay, im gonna watch GARY UNMARRIED NOW.
yayyyy.
stupid la, this week tkde DH, GG OR 90210!!!!
how to liveeeeee.
but have PB, HIMYM, GU.
hehehe.
no hot guys ):
wentworth only.
hahahaha



OKAY OKAY.
bye.

Im not gonna reply smses.
hah.
i already have my 100average for the next few days so yeah.
you can call me ah, i got free incoming...
lalalala.

sigh.


ill update later, i guess.

QUIZZAYE.
(im really bored)

Pick a word that begins with the frist letter of your first name.
Awesome xD

Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?
Stop being random. HAHAHA.

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
I dont think so.

Do tattoos and piercings excite you?
No. Eeeee.

Is there a reason for your friendster song?
I dont have a fs song :p

I bet you are missing someone right now.
Clever.

Do you hate the last guy/girl you were talking to.
No...

Who was your last text message from?
Uhh, haziq.

What's the best wedding you have been to?
I always never go wedding laaaa. Got madrasah ):

What time did you wake up this morning?
9am! To watch Phineas And Ferb!<3 HAHAHA.

If someone like you right now, would you want them to tell you?
I guess...

Do you get along better with guys or girls?
Girls la.

Who is the best person to cheer you up?
Anyone onlineeee.

Did you mean it when you say i love you last?
I forgot when leh.

When was the last time you wanna punch someone in the face?
I dont punch, i slap.

Is it okay if you kiss people when you are single?
Noooooo.

What is wrong with you right now?
Im lazyyy.

Do you think you will be married in 10 years?
24years old... Idk.

Would you go in public like you do right now?
Go what?

Would you kiss someone to make your bf/gf mad?
Aha, no lah.

Do you think exes can really be "just friends"?
Yes.

Do you use t9, word or abc?
Which one is the NOT dictionary one?

Is there a guy/ a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Dont think so.

Do you tell you mom everything?
Sometimes...

Who was the last person you yelled at?
HANA.

Who was the last person you cried infront of?
I dont remember when i last cried, yo.

Have you told anyone you loved them today?
No. It's only 11.15am...

Think of the last person you last held hands with, do they mean somthing to you?
Uhhhhh...

Could you cry right now?
No.. i just woke up.. *yawn*

What do you need to be doing right now?
Nothing.

What were you doing at 1pm this afternoon?
Should i be doing this quiz at night?

Who can you trust?
Family & some friends.

Where were you friday night?
Last friday... TKGS 55th Anni. *yawn*

Who was the last person you kissed?
Someone laaaa. HAHA. my sister.

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
My mom! She asked if i wanted to go to watch DimSumDollies tmr but got YMC.

Where will you be in an hour?
Shower, most prolly.

How late did you stay up last night?
11pm. hahahaha. i sleep early.

What are your plans for the next week?
Nothing yet...

What's your hair like today?
It's still on my head.... But i think im having a bad hair dayyy. GAWD.

Stupid stupid stupid.
im so upset and disappointed.

like, im supposed to get ______ for my hard efforts and i only got _______!
when i didnt put in effort at all, i got more lah!

and then theres another stupid feeling that keeps coming back.
esp when i go reading blogs or friendster comments..
and next year it will be right beside me
and i have to face it.

Yesterday
i was so damn bored at home i almost died.
so i found all my old dvds and picked a few that i wanted to watch.
most of em were harry potter
so i went on a marathon!
watched the first.
the second couldnt work.
the fourth then the fifth.

seeee. im so lame. i watched harry potter all day =.=

Today
i watched the second one cos it could work.
watched with insyirah.
hers damn fast la
i had to keep fwding.
=.=
sigh.
then at 6.14 my mom forced me to return my overdue library books.
so i did.
blah.
damn boring.
i need to get out of the house!
i guess ill go for ymc...
since no one is inviting me to stuff anymore...
blehh :P
i am just one very, sad person.








A. People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz. Those that are tagged cannot refuse.
C. Continue this game by tagging 8 other people.

(anyone ah, everytime i tag also, no one do...)

START!

1. What have you been doing recently?
` watching loads of harry potter, dying at home, emoing...

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
` Nope. NEVAHHHH.

3. What happened at 10am today?
` I was watching prison break!!! OMG DAMN EXCITING LA.

4. When did you last cry?
` I dont keep track, yo.

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
` Yeah. They dont like me. Heh.

6. What do you want in your life now?
` HAHAHA, no wayyyy im typing it here.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
` I'm lazy to carry an umbrella, and i dont have a hoodie, so.... i get wet all the time.
(eeeeyoh, that sounds gross, im sorry)

8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
` Sleep! I love my bed. hahahaha

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
` Tido pants. Comfy xD

10. What's the nicest things in your inbox?
` "Butt cheeks or face?!" HAHAHA, the nicest thing to me, is the funniest.

11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
` Maner aku tau.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
` Not now...

13. What was the last movie you caught?
` At home or in theaters?
At home - harry potter 2
In theaters - HSM3 =.=

14. What are you proud of?
` I cant think of anything now... ):

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
` "Lol awesome! I kope kay? ;D" by FarahNatalya.
eh, what was that about?

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
` I dont know... (im giving crap answers cos im in no mood to remember stuff, sorraye)

17. Do you have any nicknames ?
` No.

18. What does the newest text say?
` "Hahahaha" by Insyirah

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
` 12+am

20. Are you currently happy?
` NO.

21. Who gives you the best advise?
` Anyone online.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
` I dont eat whipped cream.

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
` No one.

24. Is something bugging you now?
` LIKE DUH. There always is...

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
` The woman on the phone.







; do something about it.

faridudin hafiq mazlan says (9:09 PM):
u know the gmbr dancing with my mat kan

Ameera ; red streak says (9:09 PM):
hahaha yeah?

faridudin hafiq mazlan says (9:09 PM):
my friend igt betul2 me and her dancing

Ameera ; red streak says (9:09 PM):
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

insyirah, i forgot to tell you that i approve.
ahahahaha.
LOL LOL LOL.


boo.
so yesterday was damn boring.
i basically rotted at home with my dad.
hahaha.
and today i met my mom at parkway.
and it was a total waste!
we ate tomyam..
met my bro.
uhm, yeah thats all.
hahaha.
but its better than nothing i guess.
oh yeah! i saw BERNIE at parkway!
the bernie from the 'henry and bernie' team from The Amazing Race Asia!
damn cool.
shes so pretty!
she was at starbucks.
:D

im like so very bored right now.
and intan said smth.
which i dont want to say here cos it will reduce MY chances.
muahaha.
i wonder when we're going.
xD

I dont get something...
k, everyone is so emo now.
not everyone but like, alot?
hahaha.
um, then she is like emo to me but not emo to the other people.
in fact! she is like HYPER to them.
is she opening up to me?
or just annoying me?
waaaaaaaaaahhh.
i dont know leh.
eh people reading, please dont teraser.
she doesnt even know i have a blog.
haha









Cell Phone Survey;
Grab your cell phone and get ready to have fun!

What is your current ringtone?
Live Your Life - T.I feat Rihanna

Do you own a picture phone?
Um, it can take photos..

If so, what was the last picture you took?
ummm the side of my head? hahahaha cos its like, brown and one red streak. COOL LAH.

Go to your inbox and type what the 10th text message says?
"Wth. Eh. I still hvn collect my gv card! Omgggggg."

How many contacts do you have on your phone?
Um, 154 xD

Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
Insyirah. eh, for what ah? i forgot!

What service do you have?
STARHUB! <3
it rocks ok.
unlimited sms!!!

At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
5 :D

Who's on your speed dial numbers?
1. Voicemail
2. Home
3. My mom
4. My dad
5. Insyirah
9. Mateen

hahaha thats all.

How many contacts do you have that start with J- Who are they?
5 ONLY, hahaha.
Jeanna, Jessie, Jesslyn, JiaXin, Juvina

How many text messages do you get a month?
umm... 3000+?
insyirah has unlimited too. hahaha

What are the first 3 digits to your number?
823

Go to your SENT texts..what does the first one say?
''Hello! Have a good time in China. Haha. Dont die on the way there. (; hahaha. I mean well lah.

Ameera(:''

Last person that texted you?
My mom. hahaha. loser la! She asked me to bring her charger. Then say no need. =.=

Last person you added to your contacts?
I have no idea...

Go down to your 5th contact, who is it?
Achik. ahahaha. My uncle. That is not his name, btw.

Wanna give out your number?
No... why? you wanna give me yours?
WAHAHA.
i. am. a. very. bored. person.

:P

OMG YESTERDAY WAS DAMN FUN.
ummmm wake up called insyirah.
then accidentally fell asleep on the couch.

got up and made brownies.
got dressed while it was baking.
waited. cut pack.
tanah merah mrt.
decomposing mayat smell.
ITS GETTING STRONGER.
dammit.

went to bugis.
I ate soup while the other two stared into each other's eyes and played footsie under the table.
hahahaha.
to kallang mrt.
walked to kallang leisure.
couldnt iceskate yet soooo, played arcade.

then ice skating.
fun fun!

but um, insyirah, remember when you didnt want to invite farid cos you scared you tak layan me? welllllllllllllll, you kinda did that. yeah.

so i went off myself alot of times, cos i got pissed.
then i came back.
lol.

took 12 to tanah merah.
walked home.

fun day.
ended early.
was damn tired.
idk why ah.
hahahahahhaa.
PICTURES!

OKAY SOOOOOO.
Friday, 21st Nov, TKGS' 55TH ANNI

met insyirah at parkway, bought famous amos!
:D
went to the phone repair place, then walked around.
to school next!

changed, and did hair and make up.
zahwah was like so damn weird today
and it made me WTF her so many times!
hahaha in a joking way ah

practiced once, then slacked.
peformed...
then waited backstage.
it was so fking hot.
and my makeup was melting..
then went out to sing the school song.

changed, then bought milo from videoworld!
walked from school to payar lebar.
vid called insyirah on the way.
ahahaha.
i couldnt hear a thing.

homeeeeeeee.
damn tired.
PICTURES!

Wednesday

Met aisyah at bedok and took 31 to school.
Changed, then practiced.
Le Xuan was layering Charlene's hair in the studio!!!
OMG LA.
hahaha

Fell in love with Justin <3
some youtube guy that sang "With You".
not that good looking but charming with his voice ar!
hehe.

idk wth we were doing but, we were busy.
ahahaha.

On stage, Mr Matt was like, thinking of what lights to put or smth, and Le Xuan and I started singing "I want it all". HAHAHA SO FUNNY.


Thursday (Yesterday)

HAHA, YESTERDAY WAS THE MOST FUN EVERRRR!
okay so, met shafa and aisyah at macs, payar lebar.
ate, then went to school.
changed then warm up-ed.
then we were bored so we played 'Concentration'.
and the loser had to do a POLE DANCE!
hahahahahahhahahahahahah
ZAHWAH HAD TO DO IT!
damn funny sia!

then we played another game and the first loser had to give the winner a lapdance.
sooooooo right after Le Xuan lost, i lost on purpose.
;)
so LX had to give the winner a lapdance.
HAHAHA SO FUNNY.
then they all wanted the second loser to give the runner-up a lapdance, so i had to give one too!
ahahaha what a LUCKY GIRL OKEH.
played songs, and jammed.
had a dance off but i didnt participate cos i was the deejayyy.
ahaha.

peformed and stuff.

then after, i went to City Plaza with LX and i got a red streak of hair extension.
DAMN COOL LAH.
my parents allow yo.
:D

I CANT BLOG ABOUT TODAY COS MY MOM IS NAGGING
=.=
uggggghhhhh.

OMG WAIT.

Kay, on sunday right, i went for madrasah and we had two exams
and the guys and girls were on opposite ends of the room at the start
but by the end, the some guys had come to our side for answers!
ahahaha damn funny uh.
now i realise that i like my madrasah class cos everyone heck care, and cheats in the exam
hahahahhaa
so its the last day of madrasah for the yeaaaaaaaaar!!!!!
WOHOOO

Monday (yesterday)
went out with my mom!
my dad sent us to mustafa and we bought winter stuffs for my sis
took a bus to OG but it wasnt open yet so we walked to bugis
window shopped then went to eat soup spoon.
and my mom was so jakun with the OBAMA CUT-OUT there.
=.=
she camwhored with him, OMG.
and she had no one but me to share it with so when insyirah called me, my mom told her too.
i am so sorry insyirah! ahahahaha
=.=
=.=
hahahahahha.
went to the Levi's shop there and my mom wanted to buy this pair of jeans but there was no size.
and all over spore had so size except the Levi's at Orchard Point sooooooooooo she reserved it and we went all the way there, to get her pair of jeans.
=.=
=.=
=.=
went to my dad's shop and he sent me to school.
practiced until 8pm.
video called Suhaila and Insyirah.
VID CALLING IS FUN!
and its the same freaking price as a normal call so why NOT?
hehehehe

Today.
prayed subuh then sent my sis to the airport
shes going beijing.
to some hotshot school to train wushu.
haha.
stayed at the airport until 8++.
got home and slept
smsed in between.
then woke up and i was late for school so i had to rush
was 20mins late.
oops.
practiced and blah blah blah.
found out that the combination results were OUT!
so called everyone and freaked em out.
haha

Im in, 3e8!!!!
With Grace, Suganthi, Syasya & Maryanne!
so exciting mannnn!
and 3e9 is beside us with
insyirah and lili and yaisyah and co.
hahahaha

OHOH, i heard rury and anisa is in my class too??
COOL MANNNN.

kk then practiced more
and was dismissed late!
at like 5!
instead of 4.
tmrw we better go home earlier uh.
unfair!
child labour!!!!!
blah

simpang bedok..
walked home.

hahaha.
kinda boring but so interesting.
hahaha to me aahhhh.

Hello pepos.
So yesterday evening, met farah at orchard mrt.
and i was late. oops.

walked to macs, ate mcspicy
which is not really that spicy!!!
and planned an attack on ________.
muahahaha.
emotional bullying.
take her down, FARAH!

was late to rgs.
cos i was late to come. hehe.
collected tickets under "izahar"
hahahaha.
i think its a funny name.

the play was funny too.
and there was some halal joke that farah's friend jodi/jody? said was hers.
hahaha.
so she was "fake-pissed" that they stole it.
xD

then went to far east to look for a toner.
LOL.
and hopefully, i convinced farah to watch 90210!
dammit, i should have told her more about Gary Unmarried.
its like the funniest show ever!
cos most of the jokes are sacarstic.
nyeheheh

took the mrt then bus 17 home.
stupid 17 took so long to come!
i swear, i hate that bus.
and its the only stupid bus that goes to my freaking house.
!!!!!!!!!!!

but overall, today was a superrr fun day!
mostly cos i hung out with farah.
YAY.
so fun so fun!
and rgs is so big
but their toilets are so small!
our tkg toilets are so big with mirrors everywhere for the vainpots
like MEEEE!

so tomorrow starts the last week of rehearsal for the 55th anni thingy.
=.=
sigh.
i am like, so scared!
REHEARSALS EVERYDAY!
4-8
10-4
4-8
10-4
and friday is THE day.
omg at least 4 hours a day!
with my right hand UP constantly.
be over soon!!!!
please please please

and and, im scared for syf now.
like, this is just 55th year anni.
next year, Mr Matt wants to aim for GOLD WITH HONOURS
so im reaaaaally scared about rehearsals...
how often and stuff.
and how to balance between cca and studies???
i still dont know.
sigh.
should i let FUTURE AMEERA worry about this?
because im lazy now, so yes.
hahaha.

yay! the day after 55th year anni i am going ice skating, baby!
but i have to make brownies first.
wahahhaa.
lucky i still have LOADS of the baking ingredients left from post-raya
so i can bake!
:D

why is everyone in my '!!!Chat-able" msn list constantly NOT online?!
what is this ah, what is this?!!!
nehmind ah, ill just go offline then.

I AM SUPER HAPPY NOW.
CATCH ME IN THIS GOOD MOOD MAN.
SERIOUSLY.
:D
yayyyyyyyyyy
im going to a playyyyyyyy
and ice skating with my syggggggg.
and her syggggggg.
maybe ah.
hahahahhahahahahahahaha

AND IM LIKE HIGH NOW
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA

i have been freaking my old peeps out.
lol

i have to go.
ahahahahahhhahahaha

isint that just funny?

HAHAHHAAHHAHHAHAHA



HAHAHAHHA
OK BYEEEEEEEEEEEE

ILYYYYYYYY
hahahahahaha

Today was fun!
Went for drama in the morn.
My arm hurts...
The cloth is the most fun thing to do but also the most tiring.

Aisyah's house after.
Met Zaki on the bus.
he teased shafa abt her and judge.
haha.
i didnt even know it was zaki lorrr.

Watched shutter.
OKAY WAIT!
it was supposed to be a movie marathon
then we only watched one movie lah!
so lame
but shutter so scary!!!
i cant imagine how the hell grace and insyirah managed to watch it in theaters!
so there was one scary part, and our pizza came (we ordered pizza btw) and it was SO FUNNY AND SCARY AHAHA.
cos of the doorbell.
LOL LOL LOL!!!

we screamed like shit and now my throat hurts.
really!

went home aft that cos i didnt wanna be late.
with shafa
walked from simpang all the way to the bustop after the fire station.
gossiped and chatted all the wayyyy.
haha
fortunately i made it home on time!

now im here, blogging.
and im super happy.

OMG OMG I TOTALLY TERASER-ED
but she told me that i wasnt?
okay.
i miss my other best friend so much!!!!!!!
INSYIRAAAAAAAAAAAAH~

I feel like crap ):

Anyway, today was mostly boring.
Woke up early.
Went to geylang with my mom to open my grandfather's shop.
It was really boring.
Ate kebab tornado :D
ahahaha

My mom kept irritating me today.
Example: We were on our way home.

Me: Umi, lets take a taxi ah
Mom: Taknak! Taxi expensive.
*one available taxi went by*
Mom: Why didnt you hail that cab?!
Me: HUHH
Mom: Another one just went by! Ameera!
Me: WHAT! Fine.. *hails the next cab*
Mom: Why you hail the cab?

=.=

Went home, watched HIMYM, GG, DH, PB.
OMG nothing's better than those tv shows.
:D

I think, to stop me from thinking too much.. "to ted-out.." overthink..
i shall do something fun everyday.
or at least try!
And if i have nothing, i'll just stay home and watch my backup.
Currently downloading - season1 of Chuck.
cos people says its nice??
I want to download the old episodes of family guy!
back when stewie(sp) was annoying as hell.

Right now, no one in my msn group of "!!!Chat-able" are online.
sigh.
Nemind, i hope they come on soon.

I shall watch the 10th episode of 90210.
Tomorrow there's drama.
Sharifah & I are gonna walk our route!
The one from Tamp Mall to Simei mrt...
It will be damn crappy & FUN!
But i want to tapao macs this time.
Hungry.

GOOD DAY!
until now.

today was my lazy-to-dress-up-day
so i just went to my brother's closet, grabbed smth baggy
wore it and left.

YAYYY.
went bowling!
had to wait for aisyah first.
and had to buy socks cos i forgot to bring.
LOL
then i did a stupid thing and smsed people.
and lucky they didnt sms back much cos it was just a stupid mistake.
i dont want to sms anyone.
except melissa, and shafa, and farah!

walked around after and went to the NEBO place.
sat down and shafa gave hakim his surprise.
it was the sweetest thing ever for their 1mnth anni.
SHARIFAH IS THE SWEETEST PERSON EVER LAH.
the poem was so sweeeeeet.
lucky i recorded it.
:D

ate at kfc.

went to whitesands.
met aunty sha again.
went to my place.
plan plan plan
eat eat eat
talk talk talk
type type type
then she went home
and now im here!
______________________________________________________

Right now, i want to die
because, today is a good day.
so i shall die happy.
hah, and i dont want to see/talk to some people ever again (and they dont want to see/ talk to me either) so isint this for the best???
hahaha.

everyone's having fun.
im glad.
be happy!
unlike meeeee.

FARAH NATALYA IS LIKE SO NICE.
:D

BOO.
IM BORED,
SAD AND MISERABLE.
AND FAT AND UGLY
YAYYYYYY.

BOO.
yesterday sucked.
went to AuntySha's house to do some syllabus planning, typing stuff.
got home around 7.
watched tv and slept.
went around bloghopping then i felt that feeling again ):
the bad feeling.
the idiotic feeling that makes me EMO.
now i can identify it cos its the same freaking feeling for EVERYTHING ah.
=.=
i dont want to write it here cos everyone will read and be like "oh, ameera so emo"
or smth like that.
haha.
so yeah.
no mood to go bowling alrd la ):
and my mom finally allowed!
BOO.
im not gna sms anyone anymore.
dont put up with me freaks!
lalalalalala~
omg i think im crazy.
shit!

i shall go become fat by eating my freshly baked brownies.
BOO.
____________________________________________________
Thanks Farah & her friend Sakeenah for th quiz.

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Nope, i dont like anyone anymore

What color shirt are you wearing?
Blue

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
Nope.

If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
Clothes?

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation on the phone with?
mah brothah

Who was driving the last car you were in?
The taxi driver..? (a taxi's a car right?)

Who was the last person that texted you?
Farah Natalya<3

What are you craving right now?
Soup spoon, ICE CREAM!, hotcakes

What if you married the last person you kissed?
"o.O That would be like incest no?" HAHA, ditto to Farah.

When was the last time you cried? And why?
Yesterday. Cos i was sad la.

Ever kissed someone who's name starts with an A?
Yes.

What are you currently listening to?
Put your arms around me - Natasha Bedingfield

Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
I thought so, but no.

Last person you hugged?
My mommy, she just left for work.

What were you doing at 2:00 am?
Yesterday? Watching the last part of Living Proof.

Have you cried today?
Nope.

What did you do today?
Its 8.50am. So far, i've baked brownies & watched Friends.

What bed did you sleep in last night?
Mineeeee!

Are you currently frustrated with a girl/guy?
Yep.

Ever talked to someone that was hyper?
HAHA. Yes.

Does it snow where you live?
I wish mannn!

When is the next time you will see your grandma?
Um, she's in my room now soooo, anytime?

Have you kissed or hugged someone today?
Yes, my mommy, remember?!

Are you a dumb blonde?
Ahah, no. I have BROWN HAIR. heheh.

Will you be married in the next two years?
Noooooo.

Are you in a relationship, single, complicated or engaged?
Single :p

How have you felt today?
SO FAR, happy & sad.

Are you happy at the moment?
Kind of ar, because of 'Friends'. (the tv show)

What were you doing at 10:00pm last night?
Watching tv.

Last person who drove you somewhere(besides your parents)?
The taxi driver laaa.

Have you ever been kissed in a closet?
Eeee no.

Do you live alone?
No.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can talk to?
umm, idk. Whoever's online ah...
Okay, i think yes.

Are you crazy?
YES.

Who was the last person to call you ?
My sister called me accidentally.

Last thing you drank?
Air panas sejuk.

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
I hope not ):

Could you ever forgive a cheater?
NO.

Are you worried?
Nope.

What are you looking forward to?
I dont know.. theres nothing.
____________________________________________________

OMG I VOMITED WHEN DOING THE "What were you doing at 10:00pm last night?" QUESTION!
I FEEL VERY WEAK NOW....
oh nooooooooooooooooooooo

I like her red hair!


YAY I FEEL HAPPY!

Madrasah today was sooooooooo boring.
Had a spelling exam.
HAHAHA.
Everyone cheated lor!

Asnita sent me some games for my phone!
FUNFUN!

Now I'm bored though.

lalalalala~ im bored!

kk, da lah.
ive been at this page for so long doing nth.
hahah


OH WAIT!
JESSIE SAID ETHAN WARD OF 90210 IS NOT HOT!
WTH!
HE IS HOT OKEH
NOT THAT GOOD LOOKING BUT CHARMING.
HEHE
:D

I like the feeling when i just washed my hair and its half dried.
Then it bursts into these wild curls that i have to tame.
HAHA.

Uh oh.
But now its fully dried and i look like a lion.
ROAR.

I want to watch Quantum Of Solace and Wild Child and Madagascar2 and Twilight and Beverly Hills Chihuahua and Bedtime Stories and 17 Again and Yes Man and Marley & Me and Bride Wars and Tinkerbell.

Who wanna watch with me?
But I'm not sure if 17Again is coming to theaters anytime soon... :/
And some others...

OHMY
I'm damn bored at home!
Other people are out having fun since its HOLIDAY!
But im not ):
And tmr there's madrasah.
Even worse.
GAHH!

My dad's coming home today.
Blogging everyday - goodbye!

I realise that i've been posting alot.
Heh.
Yknow what, i finally like my hair since cutting it on my birthday.
Cos i can like, FLIP it, and change it, and tie it nicely.
(& i bet you dont know MY definition of flip)
It looks long.
But its not!
My previous hair was much much longer.
I CUT LIKE 9 INCHES OFF!
Go take your ruler and see how long that is.
HAHA.

Currently bored as always...
____________________________________________________________

ooohhkay, watching friends(:

The computer im using cannot upload photos.
dammit.

Im kind of in a happier mood?
very bored.
todaaaaaaaay, i locked myself in my room to rot, emo sleep.
then my brother came home with _______.
and so we it played for a while.
watched 5 episodes of 90210.
<3 ETHAN

sigh.
i still owe $130 for the whole money thing yknow...
how the hell am i going to go shopping like that?!
if i even get a chance to escape this evil place called home.
lol, joking.
(cos my mom reads my blog okeh.. =.=)

oh yay, DRAMA TOMORROW!
11.30am - 4.30pm
it never fails to cheer me up & forget everything :D
but i think i'll go home straight after that.
not in the mood to go, spend money, eat, come home late..

okay, there's Phineas And Ferb on now
so cute! i like to watch it.
(please don't judge me)
ahahaha.
yay, okay im ALMOST happy now.
oh! listen to the song "Put Your Arms Around Me" by Natasha Bedingfield.
I want to put it as my blogsong but my com is lagging - so i wont now.
so listen to it!

and i have to make anotha batch of brownies for my sister's class party tmr.
her classmates are so lucky.
HAHA.

okay, im happy.
aaaah, simple things like these.

Hello!
So, my KL trip was super short but very fun!
HAHAHA.
Went with my grandfather, mom & brother.
Drove to dont know where.. but my grandfather was sleepy and couldnt drive anymore so we stayed at some crappy hotel. THANK GOD it was cheap.
Drove to KL the next day.
SHOP SHOP SHOP.
not for me..
BLAH BLAH BLAH. (this part is boring)

Stopped at every stop possible when driving... cos my grandfather likes to stop to eat.
But its too much la, like every hour.
We get bloated, atuk!

On the way back to SPORE, we were at a hawker centre (one of the many STOPS) and there were a group of girls and guys.
Prolly 12-13 years old?
And one of the guys said:
"Tengok sideni, dier pompan babi."

I was like WHAT THE F*CK!?!
WHAT THE HELL DID I EVER DO TO YOU?
so yeah, i was pissed fr a while....
ahahaha.
(insyirah laughed when i told her this.. sorry, but its not funny to me)

slept most of the time..
hahaha, camwhored alot.
cant upload photos yet ):
oh and my grandfather is like, half deaf or smth (cos he cant hear properly), and its so funny cos when we speak, he wants to know what we're talking about then when we explain, he only hears like one out of every 3 words so he DOESNT understand and in the end he gives up... ahahhaha
enjoyable trip.
LOL!
____________________________________________________________

Stayed home the past few days.
Boring man!
My dad went indon today. Heh.
Still boring..
____________________________________________________________

Talked on the phone with insyirah today.
Like, THE WHOLE DAY!
From like, 11am to 6+pm... with many stops in between.
SO FUNNY!
We talk about everything under the sun.
Watch tv together..
One part, we were speaking in british accents. ahahaha
Another part, we were talking about brownies.

OH YEAH! I BAKED BROWNIES TODAY. (during one of the stops)
ahahaha.
damn nice.
my best batch so far, maybe.
xD

Another part, she kept saying "HELLO" in this Philipino maid voice.
AHAHAHAHA.

Okay la, so today was kinda fun.
:D

Okay, byeee!

I'm hungry.
I think i ALWAYS eat.
How am I not gigantic, with flab at every area possible and weighing 100kg?

YAY
didnt go for madrasah today; cos i didnt have to.
i was so happy!
small things like these...

watched repeats of friends.
my sister wanted to go jogging.
so lame!

oh yeah, im going KL in like, a few hours.
hahaha.
so impromptu!
not sure when ill get back..
a few days max.
dont miss me yaww.
(;


okay, gtg.
BYE!


;;; im so glad they're back

Today was another BUSY day.
Was supposed to send my sister to Tampines Library but yeah.
Got up at 9.30 then got dressed etc
Went to simpang to meet aisyah at 10.30
Reached at 10.20.
Then she smsed saying that we dont have to meet.
WTF.
I was already thereeeeeeeeeeee.

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Left the house at 12.15 and went to Tampines Library to FETCH my sister.
She finished late.
=.=
Sent her home and left for ymc.
Came late lah.
hahaha.

Went into the room and i didnt recognise A SINGLE PERSON!
haha, alot of unknown people today.
debating workshop.
kind of interesting.

ate pizza during the break!
damn nice man, for catered food.
must give feedback about this, ey?
i ate about 3.
kamal ate like 7!!
farah was raving about the eclairs..
and when i tried it, they were talking about sick stuff.
eeeeeeewww, totally SPOIL my experience of eating my first eclair.

mac-ed after
then went home
i am totally drained.
and sad, now.

not like emo-sad.
just sad.
kesian.

CHEER UP :D

30th.
Went to geylang with my mom.
Parkway after that

31st.
BUSY DAY.
Parkway to get some things at cotton on
& to treat my brother burger king.
Then school.
Late. hehe.
Uhm, handed up my OBS form..
And then Melissa came and passed me my wallet.
Like, when did i loose it. Where did i leave it?!
hahaha.
Thanks MeiLin, QianHui and Melissa for finding my wallet and passing it to me.
Practiced the cloth work.
KFC-ed.
Went home.
Bathed, changed.
Prayed.
Cabbed to escape.

WHEN I GOT THERE, THERE WERE LIKE, THESE SCARY CREATURES EVERYWHERE AND I WAS SO SCARED!
cos im scared of these kind of things la okeh.
Like, pontianak, mummies, clowns (omg), monsters on stilts (sp)...
DAMN SCARY I SWEAR.

Went in, went on the rides.
The queue's were pretty long but it took like 10mins max for each ride.
FUN FUN FUN!
It would have been more fun if my clique was there but NOOOOOOOOO they all want to ditch me AGAIN. AS USUAL. walao, how can I NOT be pissed?!

The mats there were damn funny.
When we were queueing up for WET N WILD, there were mats on the inverter and during the upside down part, they were like "SIAL LAH! SIAAAAAAAAAAL LAAAAH!!!!"
ahahahahaha.
okay maybe its not funny to you, but it was funny at that moment.

&OMG! At BK, when we were queueing up for drinks, this IDIOT GUY, in front of me kept staring at my chest area... ahem... SO DISGUSTING! And not even secretly. Like so OPENLY! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
raging hormones.

Tompang home with Amirah.
Got home at 11+
SUPER FUN DAY.
I think i look horrible in all the photos so i shant post them up.

WAAAAAAAAHH
i hate her face!
i cant stand it la zomg.
%$&*#
muker menyampah

& another person who im so pissed at.
i mean, idk if im even gna be friends with her next year
with her new class and stupid nice ___________.

why liddat....
):

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Today was an even more boring day then yesterday.
=.=

lazed around...
i got so pissed, i just SLEPT.
woke up, blah blah blah
"happy birthday to you"
ate my brother's birthday cake.
i am getting FAT.
and now im here, blogging.

JUST NOWWWWWWWWWWWW
MY MOM,
WENT AROUND SURFING AND SNOOPING
the laptop while i solat isyak!

i can just feel the level of anger increasing.

like, whaaaaaaaaaaaatttt.
ughhh.

happier news, happier news... pleaseeeeeeeeee?
*thinking*

okay, after AN HOUR,
i got nothing.
ahahah.

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i just spent like, half an hour deleting everyone on my msn list.
everyone = people i dont talk to.
so MOST PROLLY you are deleted.
like, really.

ahahaha.
farah is like telling me not to, etc
but i deleted alrd lol.
:D


wokay, bye

Today my blogging like shit sia;

Yesterday, i went to watch HSM3 AGAIN!
HAHAHA.
its nice.
=.=
AT vivo with my bro and insyirah.
His friends couldnt make it, hahaha.
:D

27th.
Ben & Jerrys DAY!
Had choc fantasy + sweet cookies&cream
YUM!
Ate under the tunnel.

Went to pray aft that.
so alim.
yes.
Then took the mrt home.
Kinda fun day.

Insyirah&I kept singing
:D

Then today, just slacked around at home.
doing the norm.
damn boring, i swear.
sigh.

YAY MY CLASS IS HAVING AN OUTING AT ESCAPE.
FOR HALLOWEEN!
HOW AWESOME.
im NOT being sacarstic.
yay, im so excited.
basically coz theres nth better to do at home.
lol.

I wonder what i'll be doing tmr
since everything's cancelled.

ummmmmmmmm,

29th October:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATEEN!
:D

wah, boring.
jap.
sigh,
kk

BYE.
wahaha.
shit.
:D
im so full o' crap aye.

Hello.
I just remembered this.
And i know everyone KNOWS it but, you often forget
that...

You could die in your sleep tonight.

Im not emo, or thinking negative stuff..
but seriously, anyone could just die tonight.
sigh.

Today has been supremely boring.
Watched friends, mostly, from 11.30 to 2pm, the repeats.
Then went to madrasah, where i practically wasted a few hours.
Then back home, to slack and read.

Gossip Girl ; The Carlyles
is totally awesome la!
Maybe ill read it again.
Like, i thought they were all girls but there's one guy ; OWEN.
SO HOT SO HOT SO HOT!

Oh yeah, I am so happy to know that i wont be bored these coming days!
(if i live until then, who knows ey)
Tmr, hsm3 again.
Tues, class outing @ escape!
Wed, shopping with mom.

YAY!
excited beb.

Shall update later,
xx,
Ameera

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL WAS AWESOME.
I think Kenny Ortega / Ortego?????
Okay, idk his name, THE DIRECTOR
is a genius!
I BET HE'S RICH NOW

The visuals were the best, that, and Zac Efron, of course.
drooooooooooool.
Maryanne and I were talking about how hot he was throughout the whole movie.
BTW, went with Melissa, Maryanne & Suganthi.
AAAAH, I JUST LOVE HSM LAH.
The first, the second and the third!
A good ending.

After the movie, we had lunch at Macs for like, 2 hours
chit chatting and exchanging songs... etc
Went to Melissa's house afterwards to play Nintendo Wii.
HAHA, i cant believe i beat her at her favourite games.
Maybe beginner's luck?
Then went down the hill to go home.
Lucky our houses are so near.
But it was a bit difficult to go down the hill in wedges.
:O

Today was a wasted day.
BORING!
my arms are aching from playing nintendo wii.
slept, tv, slept, tv, slept, computer.
and daily needs in between such as (eat, bathe, pray)

Watching HSM3 again on monday with Insyirah
And my brother
And his friend
AND OMG ANOTHER FRIEND!
why so manyyy.
rifqi and faiz, i think.
haha, i hope they're shorter than me cos they should be!
they're only secONE!

OH YEAAAAH.
VIVO HERE I COME!
Better bring money to shop ;)

XOX,
Ameera

So, Wednesday was a super boring day in school.
We mostly stayed in class, i think.
Yeah, quite boring.
Slept most of the time.

OMG!
I LOVE AMERICAN TV SHOWS!
MUAHAHAHAHA
Gossip Girl is like super awesome.
Desperate Housewives is still so funny and JUANITA is so cuteeeeee!
How I Met Your Mother. The most recent episode was so sad!
90210. I just started but its awesome so far.
Survivor is getting a little crap but im still awed by the challenges.
YAYYY.

Thursday, last day of school.
90% in class, playing Suganthi's monopoly.
WITH CREDIT CARDS!
superrrr cool!!!
I WAS THE WINNER.
AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Took photos etc.
I expected to cry, but no one did.
I guess it hasnt sunk in yet that we're not gonna be in the same classes next year.
our class outing is also kinda screwed up.
the date keeps changing.
lol.
ANDRIA DIDNT COME!
that coward.
dammit.

YAY school is over!
damn, we have alot of holiday hw.
lucky i asked my seniors to do the chem worksheet for me.
HAHA.

XX,
Ameera

Why is everyone having problems now.
I have no idea what I did.
I dont know why she's treating me this way.
Everyone can tell she's daoing me.
I thought it was because i failed malay (yeah, i failed malay)
In primary school, someone didnt wanna be my friend anymore because i failed science.
Like wtf la she was like "I cant be friends with stupid people"
SO YEAH.

In the afternoon, my dad and i went to change my prepaid to a student plan!
UNLIMITED SMS BABE.
aweeeeeeeeeesome.

/edit
She said she wasnt ignoring me.
Hmmmmm..

WAH SHIT.
this part i hate the most.
results.
the one thing that determines your fate.
to see if your hard work has paid off.

My results were quite okay but i was fucking freaking disappointed when i got my science results. I mean, i worked the hardest for THIS. I went to tuition for science. And these lousy results make me feel like i've wasted my parents money. I cried. I really cried. Thanks to the people who comforted me. Grace, Insyirah, Aqida, Faizah, Yaisyah, Maryanne, Suganthi. And thanks to Izzah for giving me tissue -.- haha.

I didnt do well in the drama session today. I just couldnt. Im disappointed in myself, as all drama sessions are mini-auditions for next years' SYF and i really really want to be selected.

"Disappointment is always the culprit that pulls you down. When you thought that you could do well enough to surprise yourself. Giving yourself no expectations, yet expecting that you wouldn't do that badly. It always manages to grasp a hold of you, whilst you're unaware; whilst you're deluding yourself with the thought that you might outshine the best."

Well, as you may know, I. AM. EMO.
uhmm, I was emo, then it left.
Nothing much to update on (who am I kidding)

RAYA WITH THE MINAHS TAK MENJADI 2008!
(okay, this cheers me up)

Songs for the day:
* Hot n' Cold - Katy Perry
* I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry
* Smelly Cat - Phoebe! From 'Friends'
* Womanizer - Britney Spears

I started getting ready late, so when Insyirah called for me to go down (her dad was sending us), I was totally unprepared.. etc, so I brought everything I needed and got ready in the car. Ha.

We reached early at Tampines Interchange so Insyirah & I walked around. Found Sya2 who was emo-ing one corner, and suddenly she started screaming! I turned around to find Insyirah walking away and before i knew it BOOM! i was being suffocated a.k.a hugged by Sya2.
HAHAHA.

Walked, or more like marched, with our hands linked from one side of the interchange, to the other. We were bored!! Izzah & Hannah came. Insyirah saw some guy and found out that Iqb was raya-ing that day too. Insyirah blanja-ed me fries(: Soon the rest came and we were on our way to Zafirah's house!

Zafirah's house:
Has two cats. (SCARY!!!)
Her mom looks like MS WONG!
Is painted GREEEEEEN!

SyaSya's house:
Quite a distance from Zafirah's house (which we were made to WALK)
Has a nice, quiet, warm & cosy atmosphere
Has nice choc chip cookies!

Hannah's house:
Has a fan that switches off when touched (WOW, amazing sia)
Has many mirrors (reason for camwhoring loads)
Has a nice sofa! Like, seriously okeh.

Izzah's house:
Short distance away from Hannah's house, so we walked.
Had proper food! OH YAY YUMMY!
Has attention-seeking siblings who are the cutest thing everrrrr!
IS WARM AND COSY TOO!
Okay, i wanted to eat like, alot of chicken wings, but since i eat like a pig and sooooooo to save myself from embarrasment and weight gain, i only ate one ):

Insyirah's house:
Took mrt there.
Messy! AHAHA, but not the bad kind.
Has a treadmill in the middle of her living room of which Sya2, Hannah & I tried running on =.=
Used MSN for a while, was EMO.

My house! :
Has the GREATEST BROWNIES IN THE WHOLE WORLD
Has funny parents (apparently...)
Has a cute sister (?!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!)
My dad was so meaaaaaaan!!

Me: What do you all want to watch?
Sya2: Ugly Betty!
My dad: Just look in the mirror.

Alyana's house:
My mom drove us there.
HAS TWO CATS ZOMG
Has a funny mom (????)

Amirah's house:
Has no cats, thank god.
Zafirah found a thumbtack in her drink OMG.
I didnt drink MY drink.

Took mrt home.
WAH TIRED.
BLISTERS.
OH NOO.
wahaha.

-OHMYGOD SO HOT.



Hellooooooo people.
I love the song Womanizer by Britney.
BUT!-

Hellooooooooo earth
and people on it.

I have finally uploaded my photos.
But before that, i shall blog abt smth super cool that i forgot to yesterday.
98.7FM CAME TO MY SCHOOL FOR THE SCHOOL INVASION THINGGY.
SO COOL!!!!!
SHAN WEE IS SO HOT LA.
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
SO TALL ALSOOOOO!
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
AAAAAAAAAHHH.
SO COOL
AND THE BANDS THAT PLAYED ARE SUPER COOL TOO!
THE FIRST BAND'S MUSIC WAS SO NICEEEEE AND THE SINGER ROCKS
THE SECOND BAND'S BEAT WAS NICE BUT THE SINGER CANNOT SING.
(luckily the mic didnt work, ha!)

IT WAS SO AWESOME!
YAY I LOVE MY SCHOOL AND 98.7FM FOR INVADING IT.

okay.
wait, there's a joke.
okay, not really a joke.
it really happened
and IT IS REAL.
REALLY.
REALLY.
REALLY LAH!
DONT BELIEVE THEN FINE!
hhahahahahahhaha


Based on a True Incident
What happened @ Bangalore Airport
Special Report!!!

Airport Security : What's your Name?

Passenger : Batman

Airport Security : Your real name please?

Passenger : My name is Bat-Man

Airport Security : Are you trying to be funny? What is your family name?

Passenger : Superman

Airport Security handcuffs him & puts him into a locked security room
Then they checked his Passport...

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OH YAY.
i can finally post!
wahaha

uhmmmm, gym-ing was interrupted by my dad, who wanted me home asap
went to my uncle's house.
played my cousin's psp.
hah

back to school on mondayyy!
last papers, geog and malay.
sorraye, i think i am going to fail this malay paper.
really.
reaaaaaally.
geog also la

su and grace came over to watch MAMMA MIA!
the storyline is kindaaaa crappy but the experience of watching it is nice
i think ill go into an ABBA phase.
woooooo~

tuesday.

GRACE RAN INTO THE GLASS WINDOW AT HER HOME!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAA
wow, im so mean..

shopping day!
however, i only bought a bracelet cos im sooo fussy and cant decide on anyth.
went to orchard road beybeh!
had soup @ soup spoon before that.
im craving it now.
aaaaaahh.
walked in wedges (god, what a mistake!)
from one side to the other.
shop here, there.
had haagen daz, HOORAY.
took a cab from far east to wisma (too lazy to walk)
thats... basically it.
oh, did i mention we wore dresses?
I LOOKED HOT OKAY.
but i was a little uncomfortable.
i mean, i do not, EVER, wear dresses la.
but i looked hot, nevertheless (is this a word? yes right..)

wednesday
uhm, drama.
choral speaking.
YUCK.
such a waste of time, to me.
pizza hut!
then home.
loveeeeees.
played number bomb, loser had to eat ONE DROP of tobasco.
easy peasy for me la.
puhlese, super easy okehhh.
ahh, no challenge.
(;
i love my babes.

thursday
uhm, drama again.
YUCK.
now they want to record it.
work so hard for what sia.
waste of time, im telling ya.
then to marine parade library
then homeeee~

oh yeah, i have all the secrets to miss izrina's fashion.
MUAHAHAHAHA.


xox,
Ameera!

woo~ i am giving you all a treat.
yknow, me posting is a treat...
the points in red are the main points, basically.

hah, oke

uhmmm, well im in the middle of exams.
two papers to go!
geog (ughhh, hatred subject)
malay paper 2 (ughh, dont wana study this)

oh! one day before raya, i went to parkway with insyirah.
bought wedged shoes!
its super high.
WATCH OUT WORLD!
AMEERA IS FINALLY TALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hell yeah.

OH. MY. GOD.
how i met your mother has started and it is freaking funny.
I LOVE BARNEY AND ROBIN AND MARSHALL!
and desperate housewives started too!
but i havent watched it yet. exams, yo.
AND I WATCHED GOSSIP GIRL EP 4 & 5!
i love serenaaaaaa~ and blair and nate (he wasnt in ep 5! SAD) and chuck is just SO devilishly hot. i feel sad tho, his dad is such a meanie.
lawl.
OH! SURVIVOR STARTED TOO!
AND DEXTER! but maybe its just a leak
AND AMERICAS NEXT TOP MODEL
AND THE BIGGEST LOSER
AND PRISON BREAK
AND 90210
BUT WHAT HAPPENED TO THE SECRET LIFE?
maybe i just cant find it.

havent watched prison break! 2 episodes alrd
oh nooooooo!

exams have been okay.
i found science hard but everyone found it easy so WOW that makes me feel fking stupid.
maths was hard too!
history was okay but i think i didnt prepare enough. ):
lit was tdy, i slept.
today was my sleep-during-final-year-exams-day.
slept aft every paper.
hahah.

eh wait! SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN!
im sorry if any comments or jokes i made hurt any of you.
im a naturally mean person, so yeah.
im so sorry okay.

um. today i complained to izzah.
in a friend way.
o.o
firstly, this stupid teacher made some mistake
then when my cikgu came (for the malay paper), she blamed the mistake on US!
STUPID LA!
i almost cursed.
muahahahaha

after buying shoes i went to buke at my grandma's house (th day before rayer)
then to geylang to help my grandad.
i bought a clutch!
hot okeh
aaaaand, there were many hot guys.
aparently one of em' asked for my number or smth, IN FRONT OF MY MOTHER.
hahahahhaha
i didnt even hear.
and so many mats also!
*refer to farah's mat post*
i feel like flicking their caps offffff too!!!
HAHAHAHAHAH

hari raya itself was okay.
i looked damn hot la please!
most people wore black or red.
woahk, emo.
most people went batu pahat or somewhere else in msia
sooooooo i didnt get much money.
damn.
HAHA.
briyani, lontong, rendang!!!
dammit i just lost weight and now im gaining it back.
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~
fat is the worst thing ever!
beside bad grades.

i just realised that im jumping from point to point.
cos im just typing whatever comes to my mind.

uhmmmm, yesterday i went to ice cream chef!
its pretty good!

today i ate my FFC.
fat free choc.
ice cream.
mmmm yummy!
went home
and at my most UNGLAM moment,
met _____
always like that.
haha

OH YEAH SITI GAVE ME $20 TO BUY BEN AND JERRYS FOR MY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
<3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">crash my house to eat all the kueh and chocolate and brownies.
too bad im too lazy to make the brownies so there are NONEEEEEEE.
muahahahahaha.
none yet la.
i think ill make them when people are coming.
TELL ME!
kk thanks.

i love my curly fringe now.
i used to always want straight hair and all..
but today i experimented and TA-DAAA!
I AM HOT!
hehehehehe
my ego never diesssssss.

OH! GOOD LUCK TO PSLE PEOPLE!

no more random points.
ummmmmm

wokay.
bye?
going gym tmrw
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

eh people, marking days go raye lah.

YMC MASS BUKE WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!

wokay (I's word)
soooooo i went for tuition.
met hasif at the bustop.
woo, scary.
hahahahhahahahha

i need to study chem cos i suck in it.
today was mainly based on chem and i got most qns wrong!
):

met anisa @ VS.
i think i saw haikal.
omg, he's taller than me now!
im so used to "looking down" on him
dammit.
im short.

went to mendaki.
we were like 1 hour early laaa.
but we talked alot.
exchanged songs, stories, life lessons.
ha.

farah came soon.
chatted.
everyone came after that.
went into the room cos it was really hot.

nurul & i were kinda malas to go all th way to the guys so we regrouped.
hahaha
discussed, discussed.
anisa left.

aiyah, i asked the wrong person about farah's ___.
cos he knew lorrrrrr.
dammit!

parkway after.
surprised he came tho, cos queen bee didnt join us ):
arcade!
idk why i didnt play, even tho i paid.
emo.
laughed it off, the races were funny.
hahahhaha.
AKI won 2 guys.
and farah.
hahahahhahahahahahhaha.
crash here, crash there.

macs, banquet, macs.
with
farah, shaleen, aki, sara, alisa, nazihah, kamal, zainul, fahmy (sp), izhar, haziq, hakiim (sp!), muhammad.
finally made up their minds.
had my norm for buke.
YAY.
chilli sauce!
i forgot that i upsized so i took too little
& had to tambah.
wakaka, i didnt die :P
farah & shaleen were talking about some WAY and JAY guy.
according to shaleen, they're hot so i wanted to know!
but no one told me lah.
hahahaha.
o.o shaleen's pri sch friend was there.
quite hot eh?

took 197 to city plaza.
some nigro dude was totally pissed at us forrrrrr
idk what.
being racial against him or smth.
IDK WHAT the guys said
but i dont think they said anything ar.

after much deliberation, i decided to go home
& be alim.
hah.
took the train with alisa, kamal, zainul, naz, fahmy (oke, idk how to spell your name la)




Such a wonderful day.
time to mug.
i have to get off this stupid computer.
yay, after a bad week, FINALLY a good day.
:D

thanks to everyone for such a fun, horny, and wonderful day.
HAHAHAHAHA.

loves.
Ameera

hello world.
im in one of my pissy unglam moods now.
dont mess.
quick post.

monday.
boring day.
kind of.
had PE enrichment -.-
skipping.
tired.

tuesday.
boring day.
i forgot, actually.
um, its so boring that i forgot??
reasonable.

/edit @ 9pm
i remember!
hahahahahaa, i went geylang to tend the kedai,
then went for tuition.
HAHAHA.


wednesday.
went home with insyirah!
YAY.

but, in the evening i had the shock of my life.
i cried.
and it wasnt even about me.
i just felt so bad and sad for that person.
its not pity.
just, like, that person has been through so much
and now this.
aaah, i want to slap the person.
HOW CAN YOU DO THIS?!
wrong timing lah.
wayy off.
i think all i can do now is to be there for that person
& pray.
i hope its not true.
the heart will get broken.


thursday.
almost vomited
i didnt!
maths remedial.
aaah.
met farah afterwards.
zinger.
buy back la.
home.

friday.
well, so far.

my friends suck.
abandon, gossip.
gossip, abandon.
wow, such great friends.
ffffffff.
then this idiot.
another one.
mf.
cb.
i just lost it!
i cursed.
she made me go through the worst thing that could ever happen to me.
she made me cry for days.
she made my mom hate me
she made my family not trust me.
she made me look irresponsible.
and i know now that she did it.
the fact that she doesnt want to answer, tells me.
your face, tells me.

oooooh, im gonna tell on you.


replies:
oh, i have never truly liked a guy cos there are no nice guys that are like-able for me?
im just fussy lah.
i think.
& i think im going ymc. tho i doubt anyone will miss me if im not! XD

oh yeah, im emo.
now.
only now.
SMS ME.
im bored.
damn.


/edit @ 9pm
saw a cockroach just now
instead of screaming, i laughed my head off cos
it reminded me of farah natalya's post.
HAHAHAHAHAA.

hellooooooooo.
you know what?
i realised that i have never, truly, liked a guy.
(not saying that i like girls or anyth...)
hahahhahaha, i think its cos im fussy.. ey?

ANYWAAAAY,
yesterday was such a tiring day for me.
left the house around 10, to geylang.
helped at my grandfather's shop.
it was the best day for business
soooooooo, that just left my mom and i being dead tired.
my saliva became bubbles okeh.
i dont know what that means buuuuuuuutt, yeah.
hahaha.
weird.
left the shop at 5pm
went to my grandmother's house.
took bus 21.
there was a mini scorpian on the shirt of this guy sitting in front of my mom and i.
A MINI SCORPIAN!
damn scaryyyyyyyyyyyy.
my mom wanted to step brave..
so she took her book and smacked it away.
LOL.
prayed at my grandmother's house then buke.
aft buke, prayed again, and ate famous amos!
I WANT MORE.
I WANT, I WANT FAMOUS AMOS!
i dont care.
im buying it mannnn, one day.
oh shit, im hungry.

SUNDAY.
which is of course, today.
madrasah.
next week we're talking about sex (-.-)
and the guys were like "LETS HAVE PRACTICAL LESSON!"
eeeeeeee.
hahaha
losers.

oh!
i gtg.
dammit, can someone come along so that i can SEEM at least HALF normal?

i wanna have an opening photo all the time.
no syirah, im not copying you, cos mine is vintage photos!
and it shall express what i feel at the moment
:D

mhmm..
heeeeeeeeeeelloh.
currently in school.
using the dusty ol' computer.
im hungry
OH DAMMIT.
this keyboard is damn dusty and i just scratched my eye!
dalah merah...
URGH.
aaaaarrrrghh.
!!!!!!
im hungry
fjasiogah
gawnhao'n
fabregas.
wokay, idk why i just typed "fabregas"
isint he that soccer player dude?
my bro keeps talking about him.
i think.
im hungry

HEH.

sooo, today was.... kinda bad.
so far!
looking forward to drama
even tho we're gonna do choral speaking (AGAIN) with LDS this time.
alaaaaaaaaaa ):
im hungry
firstly, i hate choral speaking.
its not even "drama-ish"
and it will eventually get cancelled anws.
secondly, WHY MUST LDS (literacy debating society.. or smth like that.) DO IT WITH US?!
eeeee, that sounded a teeny bit wrong.
im hungry.
but the people are awesome, so its okay. 8D

ohoh!
i finally handed in my stooopid design&tect folio.
i think its okaaaaayy laaah.
can pass.
im hungry

was bloghopping just now.
found some couple's blog.
hahaha.
kamalisa is too cuh-yoot!
:D
really.
really really.

OKAAAAAAY TIME TO GO BABESZ & DOODSZ
i love spelling like that.
hehe

oh! IM HUNGRYYYYYYYYYY!
i think you should know my now.
see yah.
ill go and sms some random person.

loves, AMEERA.
who else?

Hey.
i have the flu!
):
just a quick update for now.

Wednesday
went back to school.
it was alright.
alot of things changed during the holidays.
friendships, relationships, but most commonly...
HAIR.
haha, so many ppl change their hair.
some nicer, some...
ahem.
yeah.
went to the tennis court after school to get songs from insyirah.
fear of flying and THUNDER!
but my new blog song is nicer.
im obsessed with it.
REALLY.
so then took 31 with suhai to bedok int.
was about to vomit on the bus.
haaaaah.
lucky i didnt.
i cant imagine what it'll be like.
i think ill be screaming for someone to give me a plastic bag.
either that or..
*vomits all overrrrrrr*
haha.
went homeeeeeeee
and studied.
yay, im studying!

Thursday
today was best-timetable-day.
i think i have mastered the guitar.
cheyyy.
no lah.
only the song that we're performing.
XD
mostly free periods today.
it was fun!
during recess, farah gave me my birthday present.

THE BEST PRESENT I HAVE RECEIVED THIS YEAR!
yayyyyyyyyyyyy.
i love it!!
like totally!!!!!!!
bracelet with my name engraved.
ooooh.
pretty.
i keep admiring it all the time.
:D

THANKS FARAHHHHHH (abdul malik).
;you dont prasan ah farah NATALYA.
hahahaha

went home with farah tdy.
looks like everyone has problems ey?

k, i gtg.
hopefully ill recover from this stupid flu soon.
cyah.
i have to do d&t.
hehe.

PS: PRISON BREAK IS SO AWESOME.
PPS: I want to watch gossip girl, like, now. but my dad doesnt allow! ):
PPPS: Finals are in 13days and counting.

Heyy.
I think this will be my last post for.. now.
maybe.
i havent decided yet.
my finals are in freaking 2weeks and 1day.
damn.
still can pon school.. XD

soooooooooo, SATURDAY
i went for tuition.
i was late AGAIN!
even if i leave my house early, ill still be late.
this time, i blame the bus driver.
he kept stopping at every freaking stop even though no one wants to stop!
that wasted 15mins okeh.
it took 923457623456324 reminders that it was RAMADHAN to stop me from scolding the stoopid bus driver.
!!!!!!

went to geylang aft.
helped at my grandfather's shop.
barang datang.
walaoooooo
i didnt expect to be doing that much work laaaa.
pack and repack.
carry here carry there.
sold some stuffs.
blah.
me, mateen and my mom were dead tired at about 4..
so we closed the shop halfway and left.

came back at night.
stayed until 1am.
penat.
oh, i took one of my grandfather's baju kurung
cos it was niceeeeeee!
and i get it free, thats why.
its blackkkk
with white and grey flowers.
:D

SUNDAY
madrasah.
waste time
buke burgers.
mcspicyyyyyyyyyyy!

MONDAY.
i didnt go to school!
i couldnt, actually.
my eyes were swollen like pingpong balls and the white part turned red.
!!!!
slept, then woke up at 11am.
talked to my mom.
about everything, mostly about life..
reflecting on our actions..
kinda weird.
talked to her until 4pm.
hehe.
umm, so basically, my parents are going haji at the end of the year.
mhmm, yeah.
buke rendang and sambal goreng.
OMG, yeah.
im hungryyyy.
doctor aft maghrib.
my mom wanted to buy beras
AND SHE MADE ME CARRY IT!
:/

TUESDAY.
today.
didnt go to school again..
mater merah.
gawd, GO AWAY!
yay, tuesday

tuesday means prison break and gossip girl!
love love both.
i dont think im supposed to be using the com.
hehe
REBEL!
yeah right.

so back to finals..
i havent finished studying.
i wna mug but too lazy.
i KNOW i will regret later.
i dont know how to study.
like, HOW HOW.
what must i do.
what must i know
what must i prepare
but, i cant bring myself to study.
no motivation la.
actually, i have.
but not the one that i need.

faham?
ummm.
idk how to explain.

i can get depressed.
oh god.

did you know that rihanna is not her first name?
its her middle name
her first name is ROBIN.
hahahaha.
im watching channelV.

wait, lemme bloghop.
looks like the last "first day of school" was kinda okey for everyone.
yay, good for em'

klah, im going to ATTEMPT to mug.
bye.

i hope to post soon(:

WILL UPDATE SOON.
<3

HELL-OH BAYYYYBEZZZ & DOOOODEZZZZ

Yesterday (4thSEPT)
i slept at..
after sahur?
what time was THAT?
idk.
haha.
was it a 24hour stay up day?
hmmmmmmmm

went for tuition. i think i dont know ANYTHING for science.
well, he tested on bio and ive been studying the other two..
*sigh*

went home aft tuition and i couldnt open my eyes!
(i have this eye prob recently. wake up, cannot open eyes cos they are "glued" together or smth. like, water comes out while sleeping and evaporates.. so the skin arnd my eyes are damn pain. and in the afternoon my eyes will be red and have a burning feeling. DAMMIT)

came home and helped my mom.
mateen came home.
THEY WON SEA COMM!
:D

months of training paid off for them.
altho my bro couldnt take part cos he's in doubles and his partner was taking part in singles. sooo he'll be tired and cant take part in doubles.
sad.

Today(5thSept)
Well, so far until 12.09pm.

Ive been doing my stoooopid Design and Tect. folio.
alaaaaaaaa.
so hard.
wth is the solutionnn.
and has anyone done the timetable?
can you just SEND IT TO ME and ill copy it?!
urghhhh.

i.e
Aliah
Haziq (if im not wrong)
Aki
i wish i could go but my MOM thinks that we should break fast "to. get. her. as a family"
sooo i cant break fast with FRIENDS!
)))))))))))))))))):


& i love sarcasm.
hehe.
random.

GOOD LUCK TO MY BRO AND HIS NCCSEA PEOPLE FOR SEA COMM TOMORROW!
(or today...)
umm, i only know a few of you so i shall put your names here.
Mateen (my brother)
Faruq
Benjamin
Ashraf TAHA *ahem* (he is damn good okeh, taking part in two events, still fasting)
Shakir

Wahlao, damn pathetic, i only know 5.
umm,
oh!
Hasif.
hahahahahha.
errrr, yeah

good luck.
you better win.
or else ill be posting for nth.
and thats NOT good.
mhmmm..
yeah.
k
bye.

QUIZ BY FARAH.
NATALYA.
urghh.
(:

1. Do you have wide groups of friends?
i hope so!

2. If you’re in trouble, will your friends ‘fly’ over to help you immediately?
no, i dont think they will.

3. Will you sacrifice your most precious thing for your friends?
Depends on, WHO.

4. Do you believe in Best friends, BFFs , or that everyone’s equal?
All(lah). I think everyone has best friends... bffs, and that everyone's equal?

5. Do you think that a straight & a woman can just be a platonic friends?
YEAH.

6. Do you have a female friend that you can trust with almost everything?
YEAH.

7. Do you think that friends should tell each other everything?
ummm, like farah&gwen(who's this?) says, "not everything"

8. If your friends are in trouble, what will you do?
HELP LAH, KOTEK.

9. In future, if your friends get married and ask you to be their best men/bridesmaid, will you agree?
YEAHHHHHHHH! free dress!

10. What if your enemy calls you one day to make peace?
hahahah like haziq says : "wrong number"

11. What will you do to a friend whom you trust deeply, betrayed you?
Emo.. emo.. then slap her.

12. If your friend snatch away your boy/girlfriend, will you still be a friend or hate him/her completely?
HATE HATE HATE.
*watch out*

13. What if there is a boy/girl that have liked your friend for quite some time, tells you that he/she needs your help to win the heart of your friend, will you help him/her?
i guess..

14. Do your parents think that your friends are a bad influence?
Yeah. SOME ):

15.What will you tell your parents if they asked you to transfer school, which means losing all your closest friends?
i wont go.

16. If your friend organize a once in a life time party, but your family doesn’t allow you to go? Will you sulk/throw a temper/sneak out/Don’t go?
dont go.
im SUCH a risk taker.

17. How will you describe your friendship relationship with your friends?
fab.

18. Define friendship.
someone you crap to, to tell your thoughts/feelings (all this rubbish) to..

19. Name 20 people whom you can think right now.Don’t read the questions until you named the 20 people. At the end, choose 5 people to do this quiz.
(i hate this part)(its gay)(like, literally)

-erased-

hello.
and here we go again.

MY BIRTHDAY!
was........

i had a haircut.

boring.
blah.
a woman thought i was 16.
what wonders a haircut brings.

THANKS TO; in no order.
(actually, there IS an order. From the first to the last : people who wished me. hahahaa)

Sharifah, Farah Abdul Malik, Shaleen, Haziq, Haziq, Siti Hawa, Aliah, Melissa, Kim, Suhaila, Haidah, Nur (Hazirah), Suganthi, Amirah, Nadiah, Asnita, Aisyah, Insyirah, Danish, Grace (this idiot forgot!) , Bibi & all the other people on friendster and emails!

Thanks for all the wishes and gifts.
Im sorry to su.hai.
umm, i hope you're okay and you cheer up!
:D
ly!

aww mann, terawih.
):

1st Sept
chatted with farah in the morn
idk what she was up to BUT,
we were crapping like shit.
talking about fishies ruling the world!
HAHAHAHA
school, math supp lessons.
i was late but, oh well.
probability.
melissa and i were bored so we went to go prove the probability wrong.
tak de kerje lah.
but we did!
and we showed mrs hoy.
and she just stoned.
=.=
umm, i think my pinafore is getting WAYYY short.
which means, i grew!
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
hahaha
first day of puasa was surprisingly easy!


2nd Sept
i woke up for sahur with an sms by farah.
she invited me for mugging.
gahh.
i was lazy to study..
even tho exams are in like, 3 weeks...
she convinced me.
hah.
met her @ bugis @ 1pm.
we were kinda lost but found our way eventually.
i think we were the first ones there.
dammit.
sat down, and started bitching!
i cant control myself mannnn, i know its ramadhan.
shut up.
nurul and sitifa came
found a spot.
sat down.
farah got some irritating smses by kamal.
using alisa's phone or smth.
hahahahahaha, damn funny!
went to the toilet and apparently the guys came..
didnt see until we got back.
haha.
farah asked me why they cant just say "hello" like normal people cos they like to say "assalamualaikum"
(idk how to spell it)
HAHA.
ummmmmmmm, blah blah.
chatted with aki for a while.
then i left.
& i dont think anyone noticed.
i was so extra, just like i thought i was.
):
went home and watched PRISON BREAK.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im in love love love love with scofield.
all over again.
OMG, WHISTLER DIED
AND SARAH'S ALIVE
AND GRETCHEN IS STILL ALIVE TOO; (this one) I WANT DEAD.
YAY! i love tuesdays.
GOSSIP GIRL TOO.
omg omg omg.
loveeeee~

3rd Sept
went johor today.
my dad made me buat bodoh so we did not have to pay the toll fee.
hahahahaha.
he loves to cheat people.
just the other day, he told this guy working as a road director (you know, the fat men who direct cars wearing the neon vest-like things?) that his job is stupid.
HAHAHA!
my father said "its true what, and im just having fun"
HAHA.
it was raining heavily today.
i dont really like rain.
& izhar watches GOSSIP GIRL.
omg omg!
hahahahahhahahaha.


byeeeeeeeee<3

teachers day.
the concert kinda sucked.
but the best dressed competition was awesome.
and FATIMAH was AMY WINEHOUSE.
hahahahaha.
she just took the mic and sang.
(:
went to TM with insyirah after,
and we decided not to watch a movie..
so went to WHITESANDS.
ate at macs.
ben and jerrys
ehub.
bowling.
i lost.
mood drainer.
hah.
went home.
3.58pm.
so early.
i was emo at the end.
cos i noticed that 90% of what insyirah talks about is farid.
sry uh, you're in love.
haha, i gettit.
prolly this was what lili was feeling?!
maybe.
idk.













TODAY.
umm, had tuition at 10.30
i was late so i took a cab.
thats $10.
dammit.
reached 10mins late.
after tuition, went to borders and read until 2.
made my way to mendaki.
met shaleen aki alisa nazihah and farah.
sat down in the sec 1 room first.
played the clapping game.
hah.
i was 2nd.
went upstairs and we were all seperated.
my group was, nurul, haziq, izhar, (unknown guy 1) and (unknown guy 2)
sorry, didnt note your names.
i think unknown guy 2 is hafeez or smth.
farah told me that we both had double 'e's, so i THINK that's his name..
we all went down for the ramadhan rocks thing.
some horny sec1 idiot was so annoying so i shot him my GLARE...
the GLARE that says "shut up, bitch"
usually used when people are bitching about you or your friends in front of you.
yeaaaaaaaaaaah.
and he winked/smile/waved back.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
so seductive gitu.
firstly, he is an ugly little slimeball.
ew ew ew ew ew ew.
secondly, kamal, MUST be YOUR junior lah all these.
go and encourage him somemore.
now he knows my name.....
they all said he tried to (blojob) the floor?!!?!!?!!??!!!!
WTF ah.
went back up after eating and presented.
the qns she asked were so hard, luckily i wasnt presenting.
& omg, izhar and (unknown guy 2) can draw!
so cool. okay, not THAT cool, but okay ah.
i wonder who's emailing the facilitator.
haha.
parkway banquet.
ate half of farah's nasi ayam.
sorry aliah! i didnt know you were fasting.
hahahaha.
took 31 with sitifa, nurul, sara, izhar, aki, shakirun, aliah and alyssa.
saufi was thr.
and nurul "didnt want to miss and oppourtunity to see a hot guy"
quote and unquote.
her words.
hahahahahaha.
does he always wear pink?
dropped at tanah merah and walked home.
so scary!
i was so scared that the banglas were going to take me or smth.
eeeeeee.

woo! im home.
its 1am exactly aaaaaaaaand i want to thank the people who have wished me already(:

FIRST - sharifah and farah.
shaleen
haziq sec3
haziq sec2
my mom
kim!

mmmmm, yeah, thats it.
disappointing.
last year my whole prepaid finish cos of "thank you" sms-es.
wishful thinking.

gahh.

im in one of my worst moods ever.
no one cares.
fuck off.

im depressed.
its stupid.

bye.

woah, i havent updated in a long time
and i know you guys are BEGGING for me to blog.
heheh
im not too lazy to put up pictures, the internet is so slow.
this is a freaking long post ahead so, please tag.
thanks.

MONDAY.
uk band concert !
after school, i went to the void deck
met fatin and then anisa came.
chatted and they left.
went to the library.
i had a fever so i tried to sleep there.
at 4.30, the library closed so i wanted to go to the sickbay
but it was closed.
my head was spinning and my temperature was prolly 40 or higher.
went to the canteen and slept thr.
my mom called at about 5.30.
i was totally burning up.

I'm slippin' into the lava
And I'm tryin' to keep from going under
Baby, you turn the temperature higher
Cuz I'm burnin' up
Burnin' up for you baby

waited for farah but she was -idk wth she was doing- somewhere.
at 6+ i called farah and she was STILL -whatever she was doing-.
soooooooo i gave up on her and waited for insyirah.
alot of people were coming in and carissa chatted with me awhile.
she forced me to change out of my uni to my clothes
and then we went to look for flowers (cos she forgot to buy).
met insyirah and i told her to change and wait for me.
there werent any flower shops so we made our way back
and we went in the hall.
met farah (finally) and i taught her to put on eyeliner.
HAHA.
the concert was okay.
the tkgs band pieces were heard before so i thought they were kind of boring.
the uk band pieces were super cool!
they played theme songs and stuff.
eg, star wars, pirates of the carribean...
SO COOL, I TELL YAH.
after the concert, i ate twisties with insyirah while waiting for our parents.
blanja-ed her milo and then she left.
my mom came and we went home.
my fever came BACK (bloody bitch) at night
so i had a very hard time sleeping.

TUESDAY.
i didnt go to school today.
i actually didnt have a fever in the morning
but luckily i stayed at home
cos it came back around 11+.
used the computer awhile.
i think i slept for 16 hours today.
WOW.
apparently, i got 21/30 and 48/60 for english.
YAY.
71/100 for the art piece.
YAY.
stayed up till late to finish off malay proj.
the editing was so hard cos the laptop kept laggin.
and converting the file was such a pain.

WEDNESDAY.
school again.
first period was malay, so we submitted the proj.
im so glad my team recorded without me.
they rock (;
insyirah damn funny lah.
i love the MAT scene babe.
26/30.
AWESOME.
A1 for malay. A FIRST.
when i smsed my mom, she replied with
"looks like hell did freeze over"
HAHAHA.
did some surveys during legacy period.
freaking boring, but a good waste of time.
after school, went home with insyirah.
she fasting today.
fatimah was eating an ice cream and it fell.
HAHAHA.
waited AGES for a double deck 31 to come so eventually..
we took a single decked one.
bought ice lemon tea @ bedok interchange.
bought a kitkat for insyirah to buka puasa with too.
(her mom ate it in the end, ahaha)
took 14, and HOME.
at night, went to Century Square cos my mom wanted to collect her phone.
it was supposed to be a shopping day for me but my mom was so
ah-noying.

THURSDAY.
grace didnt come to school today.
music was an irritating period cos i forgot the notes on the guitar
aarggh
went recess with insyirah and she buka puasa like, RIGHT THERE
with milo.
hahahahhahaha.
watched The Lord Of The Rings during english.
awesome movie (:
went to geylang aft school.

FRIDAY
dnt was super funny, as usual.
mr teo rocks.
aft school, went to library and played awhile.
met aisyah su and ami @ videoworld.
aisyah and i went to the art room and we changed.
nad kim and shafa came.
played some games, etc.
mr matt came to visit, then he left.
macs, then home.

SATURDAY
my first tuition class(:
hahahaha, met su and grace at macs
then went up, registered, then waited in class.
the teacher is kinda funny, so it was pretty fun !
went to marine parade library, to return books
then to geylang, and helped my mom.

SUNDAY
madrasah.
what a dread.
waste of time.
boring.
blah, blah, blah.
another sunday wasted.

MONDAY
here we go again.


P.E enrichment was so annoying!
the teacher is so #$%!!
he wanted us to run laps at the field "even though it is muddy"
OH WOW.
like we care.
cut some papers after school.
i got cip for that.

TUESDAY
sold the rabbit thinggys during recess.
cip hours, again.
bought one for myself, its hot pink
& i put it on my bag.
cool!!!
hahaha.
at first i thought it was weird that she kept shoving her teeth in my face
hahahahaha.
did the coe english thing aft school..
met insyirah after.
ate @ macs and had my FFC ice cream after.
YAY, i love FatFreeChocolate ice cream.
its not exactly fat free uh.
like, 96% or smth.
still, better than nothing.
31 then 14 home.
YMC on saturday.
hurray!

WEDNESDAY

beach cleaning after school.
went for history remedial first, but it got canceled
(for ME ah, and some others)
met the rest, and we went to ecp.
went into our seperate teams.
TEAM PINK ROCKS.
mainly cos im in it.
and the babes.
soooooooo, we cleaned the beach, for a long time.
was bored, started prank calling.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
DAMN FUNNY MAN.
but i was like, the friendly one, who says "hello, how are you"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
then we got tired so we played games.
zero zero seven bang & polar bear (?!!! ahahhahahahah)
when it was time to go back, our trashbag was so heavy
we couldnt carry it back and, the trashbag broke.
haha.
after many attempts, we just stood there and waited.
haha, there was this group of twenty-something aged MATS
and aisyah was hinting for help,
and one of them was like
"did you need any help?"
(okay, so his english is not brilliant; forgiven)
hahahaha, but they didnt come back to help us anw
back to the problem, we just carried it and got dirty and stinky.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewww.
went back to school, then home.
ate, then went to parkway (=.=)
charles and keith; no shoes
cotton on; cardigan
isetan, topshop, dorothy perkins, fox, esprit, diva, chanel, novo, dkny; closed/nth.
went to buy back macs
and then home.

and WOW, that "shopping day" is my birthday present.
)))))))))))))))))):

THURSDAY (TODAY)
was reading the book POSEUR.
almost all of the time.
waited for shafa with kim.
went to Penin.
found shafa's miniskirt.
i didnt find any hoodie that i liked.
they were all the minah/mat types
that were SUPER common.
tak nak ar.
ate at KFC.
the old apek guy was such a perv.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
home at 6.07pm.
in the mrt, kim and shafa were telling me those kind of riddles that i dont get.
aaaaaaaahhh.
fuzzy wuzzy.
:D

Friday
well, ystd was okay.
it was the end of my diet. ahhahahahaa.
i actually lost weight. (lol)
umm, first period was malay.
results, i think i did well, compared to last time.
HAHA.
dnt, YAY I LOVE DNT. mr teo is freaking funny!
lit, animal farm
*yawn*

hunged out with jessie @ the library until 1.
met up with aisyah and kim!
went to kfc.
ate zinger.
im sorry shafa.
the zinger took freaking long to cook!
like, 12mins or so.. WTF so long.
went back to school.
practiced, practiced, practiced.
i found this awesome hand.
its fake, and covered with blood.
it looks real tho.
REALLY, with vein detail, fingerprints etc..
superrr cool.
i went around the school with the hand.
went to dance club to scare them. HEHEHE.
went to girl guides to scare them. HEHEHE.
went to the softballers to scare them HEHEHE.
went to the netballers to scare them HEHEHE.
went to the red cross to scare them HEHEHE.
see how evil i am?

played with it while waiting for the bus;
we were going crazy!

home @ 7.30pm.
did the icing for the cupcakes.
(:

Today, Saturday
woke up to pray then slept again.
my parents sent me to school, cos my bro had NCC SEA too.
i was just on time
not late, not early.
set up set up...
games!

i was assigned photographer.
threw water bombs at everyone. HAHAHAHA.

food!
we waited them
it was freakin awesome
i love Hershey's chocolate.

skits!
hahahahahahahha, bad?

dance!
AWESOME, FREAKING AWESOME.

video!
i cant believe they cried.
serinder..

speeches!
I HATE MASYITAH'S SPEECHES.
shes such an inspirational speaker, i swear.
i was crying like crazy, the tears were just flowing down.
and when SHE started crying, i cried even more.

clean up!
raj and hanis went home cos they didnt want to clean.
ha.

macs!
i LOVE macs. yayyyyyyyy.
we sat down there, ate, lepak, talking about farewell, to youtube, to nigahiga, to fred, to smosh, to boxman, to smosh, to fred, to nigahinga, to video on trial.

anywayyyyy, i get attached easily. as in, to people.
and im really attached to the sec4s.
i think thats why i cried alot.

but half the tears were about THE THOUGHT of next year's farewell.
):


THANK YOU IZZAH FOR MAKING MY DAY.
YOU ARE SO FUNNY.
but not in a good way


& yay that rhymes!

heyah.
umm, ive been kinda down lately.
okey, maybe more of today, but its causing this whole feeling of this post.
i know you people are begging me to update (normally i'd jump at this chance to ego myself, but.. yeah)
so, i shall.
i mean, i got nothing better to do anyway.
its gonna be a fucking long and vulgar and emo post
so dont read if youre going to give negative comments about it.

school started on tuesday.
it was okay.
eng, sci, geog, art, hist, malay.
miss della didnt come to school, so we had a free period during art.
i used that time to read.
ive been a bookworm lately.
during history, we got our marks back.
i got an A1.
happy.
oh, wow.
i wanted to go home with insyirah, but apparently she made plans with ange and didnt tell me, suddenly;
"oh, okay bye", and left.
there was drama anw.
we wanted to work on the skits but no one came so we made plans to go aisyah's house to bake.
followed sharifah to meet hafizul and then went to aisyah's house.
baked.
i had to leave early.
met this totally hot army guy.
MD IZZAT.
(;
2nd high point of my day.

wednesday.
malay, music, eng, sci, maths, legacy.
music was totally fun, i think i can swich notes pretty fast.
english, free period. read.
legacy, we learnt how to break up, without breaking down.
its pretty stupid, but i guess it would come in handy some day.
met the babes after school @ the void deck.
finally, the juniors came.
rehearsed skits.
i was not focused at all.
):
went home, to realise that my file in the computer was totally ruined and most of my photos were gone.
OhMyGod.

thursday, today.
math, sci, P.E, hist, eng, geog..
during P.E, i found out that the date they were taking was 31st august, instead of it being 1st august, which was the original date.
soooooooo, that means that im considered 14, and i did my napfa ALL just nice to get an A for a 13 year old. dammit.
i had to re-run my 2.4m.
fuck lah.
i did it, anyway.
drama meeting during recess, farewell's on saturday.
whoopdeedoo
we got back our geog results today, i did badly, but at least i passed.
looks like im going for math, sci and geog remedial.
even if i am chosen, or not.
drama, again, after school.
god, this is damn stressful.
i ran around looking for uncle dollah just because our sec1 juniors were lazy and left their bags in class, which were locked at about, 3pm?!
WTF LAH.
i had to go home, i tried my best to stay with them
but they were so engrossed talking to each other and i was feeling like an extraaa there (which is what i ALWAYS feel)
so i left.
i said goodbye but they didnt even hear me.
alah, whatever lah.


fuck, its me.
what am i doing?